DEAR MUNCHKIN
it really hurts me that we are no longer friends. you will never know. all i want is for you to take responsibility for your actions and promise me things will change. your jealousy ruined everything. you make me feel like i am supposed to be your property wen i am not. i have a family and other friends and yes i do still need you! i cant understand why you are so adamant on passing the blame on for that night. i KNOW it was you but you will never admit that and as a result we cant even talk to each other without throwing insults.
my fiance is the only one who has told me i should make amends with you cos he can see me hurting and all you have done is bad mouth him to me.
i really wish i could say this to you but when i tried to explain you ignored me or denied everything to try to belittle me. when the shoe was on the other foot and i refused to reply to any of your messages you would not stop. i wish in some ways i never told you why i was so angry. at least then it felt like you cared. now it just feels like you tried to hurt me intentionally.
we were friends a very long time! now look what we have become! enemies!
i never wanted this but i wanted a better life for myself. there is more to life than taking drugs and you know it.
i have not changed.well maybe i have but he has not changed me and she has not changed me....i have become sick of my old life. i am ready to settle down, have a nice home, get married and getting hammered with you every weekend was no good for me.
i dont know if you were trying to manipulate me or you didnt do any of it intentionally but it made me pull away from you.
i feel sad every day knowing i have lost my best friend. maybe i am softening up.
i wanted you to be the first person i tell i am pregnant and that cant happen now. it breaks my heart. all i want is a sincere apology from you.
i miss you.
charl xxx
it really hurts me that we are no longer friends. you will never know. all i want is for you to take responsibility for your actions and promise me things will change. your jealousy ruined everything. you make me feel like i am supposed to be your property wen i am not. i have a family and other friends and yes i do still need you! i cant understand why you are so adamant on passing the blame on for that night. i KNOW it was you but you will never admit that and as a result we cant even talk to each other without throwing insults.
my fiance is the only one who has told me i should make amends with you cos he can see me hurting and all you have done is bad mouth him to me.
i really wish i could say this to you but when i tried to explain you ignored me or denied everything to try to belittle me. when the shoe was on the other foot and i refused to reply to any of your messages you would not stop. i wish in some ways i never told you why i was so angry. at least then it felt like you cared. now it just feels like you tried to hurt me intentionally.
we were friends a very long time! now look what we have become! enemies!
i never wanted this but i wanted a better life for myself. there is more to life than taking drugs and you know it.
i have not changed.well maybe i have but he has not changed me and she has not changed me....i have become sick of my old life. i am ready to settle down, have a nice home, get married and getting hammered with you every weekend was no good for me.
i dont know if you were trying to manipulate me or you didnt do any of it intentionally but it made me pull away from you.
i feel sad every day knowing i have lost my best friend. maybe i am softening up.
i wanted you to be the first person i tell i am pregnant and that cant happen now. it breaks my heart. all i want is a sincere apology from you.
i miss you.
charl xxx