TecknoticDream
Bluelighter
Dear Mommy,
Hi its me,you know,your forgoten child,your first born
Do you remember me?Its been so long since I have heard from you that I am beging to wonder..
Do you remember what I look like?even if you do I dont look like that any more...
Do you know what grade I'm in?I highly doubt it.....
Where have you been these past two years mommy?
dont you still love me?
dont you still care?
Mommy where were you all this time?
Mommy do you know anything about me now?
Who was my first boyfriend mommy?who was my first kiss?
who was my first love?
who are my best friends?
mommy do you even know who I am anymore?
do you mommy?
do you?
I guess not,I dont blame you,
because how can you know your baby or who she is if you havent bothered to call her in years...
Mommy.....why?
Mommy I really needed you at this age.....
Mommy I have really needed you in my life.....
But you are never there now have you ever been there.....
Mommy....I dont hate you...I still love you....
But you know what Mommy?
after all this time I have wanted you in my life,
I have cried because I never know where you are,
or if you are even alive...
If you truely cared you would at least pick up the phone,
because I know you have the number....I have grown up so fast mommy,
I am 15 on the outside,
but Im 100 on the inside....all thaks to you mommy...
I dont hate you,
I love you,
but you know what mommy?...
I never want to see you again....
if you werent there during the most important times in my life,
then dont be in it at all,
I dont need someone who is going to come in and out of my life forever....
sincerely,
Your forgoten child
[ 30 January 2002: Message edited by: TecknoticDream ]
Hi its me,you know,your forgoten child,your first born
Do you remember me?Its been so long since I have heard from you that I am beging to wonder..
Do you remember what I look like?even if you do I dont look like that any more...
Do you know what grade I'm in?I highly doubt it.....
Where have you been these past two years mommy?
dont you still love me?
dont you still care?
Mommy where were you all this time?
Mommy do you know anything about me now?
Who was my first boyfriend mommy?who was my first kiss?
who was my first love?
who are my best friends?
mommy do you even know who I am anymore?
do you mommy?
do you?
I guess not,I dont blame you,
because how can you know your baby or who she is if you havent bothered to call her in years...
Mommy.....why?
Mommy I really needed you at this age.....
Mommy I have really needed you in my life.....
But you are never there now have you ever been there.....
Mommy....I dont hate you...I still love you....
But you know what Mommy?
after all this time I have wanted you in my life,
I have cried because I never know where you are,
or if you are even alive...
If you truely cared you would at least pick up the phone,
because I know you have the number....I have grown up so fast mommy,
I am 15 on the outside,
but Im 100 on the inside....all thaks to you mommy...
I dont hate you,
I love you,
but you know what mommy?...
I never want to see you again....
if you werent there during the most important times in my life,
then dont be in it at all,
I dont need someone who is going to come in and out of my life forever....
sincerely,
Your forgoten child
[ 30 January 2002: Message edited by: TecknoticDream ]
that broke my heart. *hugs*