cherub
Bluelighter
I been watching things happen minute by minute, I guess it is time i spoke my peace.
For awhile now, I have watched you be the caregiver to anyone at arms reach, Ignoring me, aborting any feelings that might that I might have. Did you know I needed you? I see you as you are now left with nothing inside, now you question life! How fucking dare you do what you did to me before
We did this dance once before, we went to the point of being lost, you left empty and numb, me standing there, with only eyes of shame.
I can't cry for you, or even feel bad for you anymore, giving me your poor pity, i can't get things straight in my head, Fuck that, fuck you,, don't you know,, when you were down this road you blamed him for taking it out of you,, this time ,, who can you blame?
I am sorry you feel totally numb by this now, But I don't feel sorry for you.
I stand here alone and abandanoned by what you have done. Now you come to me to save you,, I don't know if i can this time,
you gone down in the water at depths I am not sure I can swim.
Looking in my eyes and see if you really want me to be you again.
Cause unless you are willing I am sorry we will both drown and die.
But I love you, and I want you to get better
I just hope you can this time.
love me
[This message has been edited by cherub (edited 15 June 2001).]
For awhile now, I have watched you be the caregiver to anyone at arms reach, Ignoring me, aborting any feelings that might that I might have. Did you know I needed you? I see you as you are now left with nothing inside, now you question life! How fucking dare you do what you did to me before
We did this dance once before, we went to the point of being lost, you left empty and numb, me standing there, with only eyes of shame.
I can't cry for you, or even feel bad for you anymore, giving me your poor pity, i can't get things straight in my head, Fuck that, fuck you,, don't you know,, when you were down this road you blamed him for taking it out of you,, this time ,, who can you blame?
I am sorry you feel totally numb by this now, But I don't feel sorry for you.
I stand here alone and abandanoned by what you have done. Now you come to me to save you,, I don't know if i can this time,
you gone down in the water at depths I am not sure I can swim.
Looking in my eyes and see if you really want me to be you again.
Cause unless you are willing I am sorry we will both drown and die.
But I love you, and I want you to get better
I just hope you can this time.
love me
[This message has been edited by cherub (edited 15 June 2001).]
