treezy z
Bluelighter
I'm 29 wasted most of my 20s as well. Can't do anything about it now so I don't dwell on it. Try CBT maybe.
you were just like me when i went on methadone maintenance in my mid 20s..sure i was clean from dope and other drugs but i became a complete recluse living in my methadone induced bubble..i isolated from everyone and i regret that big time.. i highly recommend you try to call up old friends(sober ones) and just ask them if they want to hang out..thats something i should have done back then because u dont want to be in your mid 30s starting rom scratch socially..trust me, dont make same mistake i did..trick is, finding good friends is the hard part, fidning drinking or drug buddies is easy..i ever realized how strong drugs are as bonding agents until u get clean..then its like you see no reason to hang around anyone if you arent getting high..ugghh
SUCH important insight right here. This is truly so important if youre in those circumstances like both you and I have been.