Tribal Hybridz
Bluelighter
How long can i mourn you?
i want to scream, i have to cry,
why did they kill you?
why did you have to die?
your in a better place, i can only hope
to see you when i get there.
i wish i could of said goodbye,
i wish i could take your place.
Your sone will never forget your face,
i love you and your always with me.
i want to kill whoever murdered you,
in a worst fashion than the way they did you.
i know its not right,but it wasnt right to take your life.
they better pray to God that the cops find them
before us,Lord knows we lost it when we lost you.
I'm going to drown in my vodka tears,
i drink it away to numb the fears,
only to intensify my confused emotions,
emotions i have never felt before.
just give me another dream, just one more night,
come to me again and make it all alright.
tell me who did it,ill get those bastereds back
before your buried,how long can i mourn you?
everyday, and every night,
i hold your stuffed bear grippin so tight.
i felt your presence, i feel your love.
just free the pain left with me.
let me let it all go.
im down in the bottle drownin in sorrow,
wishin i could of said goodbye.
why did you have to die?
does it hurt you too see me cry?
does this broken mess of me stop your flight?
how's the clouds, is it cold up there?
damn i wish you were here.
i cant wait to skullcrack your killer.
its not right, only 16 years young.
a young son left standin to face the world w/out
mommy. damn i cant stop reminiscing,
on all the fun times and playful kissing,
your first rave when you got the crave,
watchin you feel the vibe and come alive,
damn girl, why did they kill you?
God, how could you let these devils do this?
your tellin me you couldnt stop them,
you couldnt jam the gun or stop their heart?
were they too powerful by satan's grasp,
that you just had to watch from above and gasp?
did you cry God, did Jesus cry too?
tell me right now, what am i supposed to do?
just move on, like it never happened,
with a gapping hole left bleeding inside me?
watchin the rose from your casket wither away,
dried peddles fall aimlessly to be blown away.
drink a fifth on your gravesite,
every damn night.
sharing half with you,wonderin where to go now,
damn i wish i could of said goodbye.
I Love you Tabby, forever your now free.
dancin on the clounds frownin at me.
the first witnessed kandikid i ever watched grow,
into a beautful mommy with a warm sweet glow.
brighter than any light,glowstick, sun or moon,
it was you girl, you were born natural from the womb.
we brought you in free, but never expected this,
never thought you would die before the last dance.
damn, why did you have to go,
why did they kill you, one day i'll know.
Rest In Peace Tabitha, we all love you.
fly high in the sky, your as free as a bird.
i want to scream, i have to cry,
why did they kill you?
why did you have to die?
your in a better place, i can only hope
to see you when i get there.
i wish i could of said goodbye,
i wish i could take your place.
Your sone will never forget your face,
i love you and your always with me.
i want to kill whoever murdered you,
in a worst fashion than the way they did you.
i know its not right,but it wasnt right to take your life.
they better pray to God that the cops find them
before us,Lord knows we lost it when we lost you.
I'm going to drown in my vodka tears,
i drink it away to numb the fears,
only to intensify my confused emotions,
emotions i have never felt before.
just give me another dream, just one more night,
come to me again and make it all alright.
tell me who did it,ill get those bastereds back
before your buried,how long can i mourn you?
everyday, and every night,
i hold your stuffed bear grippin so tight.
i felt your presence, i feel your love.
just free the pain left with me.
let me let it all go.
im down in the bottle drownin in sorrow,
wishin i could of said goodbye.
why did you have to die?
does it hurt you too see me cry?
does this broken mess of me stop your flight?
how's the clouds, is it cold up there?
damn i wish you were here.
i cant wait to skullcrack your killer.
its not right, only 16 years young.
a young son left standin to face the world w/out
mommy. damn i cant stop reminiscing,
on all the fun times and playful kissing,
your first rave when you got the crave,
watchin you feel the vibe and come alive,
damn girl, why did they kill you?
God, how could you let these devils do this?
your tellin me you couldnt stop them,
you couldnt jam the gun or stop their heart?
were they too powerful by satan's grasp,
that you just had to watch from above and gasp?
did you cry God, did Jesus cry too?
tell me right now, what am i supposed to do?
just move on, like it never happened,
with a gapping hole left bleeding inside me?
watchin the rose from your casket wither away,
dried peddles fall aimlessly to be blown away.
drink a fifth on your gravesite,
every damn night.
sharing half with you,wonderin where to go now,
damn i wish i could of said goodbye.
I Love you Tabby, forever your now free.
dancin on the clounds frownin at me.
the first witnessed kandikid i ever watched grow,
into a beautful mommy with a warm sweet glow.
brighter than any light,glowstick, sun or moon,
it was you girl, you were born natural from the womb.
we brought you in free, but never expected this,
never thought you would die before the last dance.
damn, why did you have to go,
why did they kill you, one day i'll know.
Rest In Peace Tabitha, we all love you.
fly high in the sky, your as free as a bird.
I hope u find sum answers.
