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Dealer is a scamming drunk.

RobotRipping

RobotRipping

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Sometimes she's nice, sometime's she's very reiable other times she is shit faced drunk and will fuck you around for hours. I deleted her number last night. She was my source for clonazepam and valium (not to mention anything else i wanted). I have like 15 1mg clonazepam left. I am FUCKED. I need to see a Dr and get a script myself and i'm gonna have to order some etiz or phenazepam.

Please god don't let me go through withdrawals again, not right now at least.

Do share your stories of how your dealer fucked you over into withdrawal.

I am pissed off but glad the drama is over.

Pray for me that i don't end up in benzo withdrawal right before i start my new life :(
 
Ugh :( I think there are dealer fuck-up stories all over BL...wasn't there a 'bitch about your dealer thread' over in DC or something?
I really hope you'll find a solution, will you be able to see your doctor in time?
Or go to the ER. They will most likely treat you like shit but considering benzo withdrawal can be fatal they're obliged to help you really.

My xanax dealer a few months back disappeared off the surface of the planet a few days before my end of high school exams. I flipped out because the last time I'd been through benzo withdrawal I'd had two seizures, ha. I was okay that time though but needless to say those exams weren't much fun.
 
been to ER 3 times already for withdrawal lol they aren't gonna help me beyond 10mg of valium. 6mg clonaz will hold me, 8-10mg makes me feel okay, and 12mg+ to get high. I am so fucked. I don't need any more visits on my medical record, it fucks me over every time i need medical help.

yeah the xanax situation you were in is exactly what i want to avoid. i can get some etizolam to hold me over but looks like i'm gonna have to see a pill pusher dr and get a script or taper, which i do not want to do.
 
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