Well i haven't written in i don't know how many days, i don't think i should bore anyone with my shit ![:\](https://bluelight.org/xf/BL_Images/Orig_Emoji/wrygrin.gif "wry grin :\")
Anyway i'm kind of dreading things getting back to normal. The last few weeks have been easy as i was getting ready for christmas so i was busy everyday. My partner goes back to work tomorrow & then my daughter goes back to sch next mon. Usually i would bring my daughter to sch then come home & have my smoke, now what am i going to do ? 
I really am starting to panic about this. On one hand its great not to be scoring, saving so much money but i know what i'm like when i'm by myself, my mind goes into over drive, gear gear gear ! I just hope i have enough will power not to go buy that bash crap thats out there. You wouldn't mind if it was normal prices but i can't justify paying €50 for a bad €20 bag. So we shall see my friends Take care til next time BL !
Anyway i'm kind of dreading things getting back to normal. The last few weeks have been easy as i was getting ready for christmas so i was busy everyday. My partner goes back to work tomorrow & then my daughter goes back to sch next mon. Usually i would bring my daughter to sch then come home & have my smoke, now what am i going to do ? I really am starting to panic about this. On one hand its great not to be scoring, saving so much money but i know what i'm like when i'm by myself, my mind goes into over drive, gear gear gear ! I just hope i have enough will power not to go buy that bash crap thats out there. You wouldn't mind if it was normal prices but i can't justify paying €50 for a bad €20 bag. So we shall see my friends Take care til next time BL !