Hello Bluelight users!
I am in search of help from anybody who has gone through this before! I figured I could share my story here, so here it goes! My girlfriend is the love of my life, and after being with her for almost 11 months, I know it's true! When we first started dating I had no idea how deep she was.. She is such a good person and in no way shape or form am I trying to dock her or speak bad about her. Before we met I had only experienced with psych drugs, mescaline, shrooms, etc... When we first started dating I was smoking weed and drinking good scotch. After amazing times with this girl, we began to adjust to each other's lifestyle. She had been screwed over by a guy who got her pregnant which resulted in a mis-carriage. She did not take care of it properly, and thus, she ended up going through a lot of surgery. After surgery she had gotten a prescription medication of oxycodone 30 mg in which she now carries quite a bit. I had slowly started to get into the medication with her and it had drained all of the $ i was going to use for a house.. I am now in a stage where I have support financially along with my job, however I got caught in the mess of Oxy and got to about 3 x 30 mg a day!!! Smoking these was what dominated the scene for me. The high was amazing, as some of you probably know!!! I have decided to quit after such a long time and would love to talk more about my girlfriend in a future thread, but today I would like some help and guidance from you knowledgeable users or ex users. I consider myself very strong, and I pride myself on being able to quit anything. I've quit something strong before, and I can quit again! I need some guidance and help though, and I am super set on quitting. I got my mind prepared, nobody but my girlfriend and her friend knows I do these...
I have researched quite a few things to help with w/d symptoms. I tapered down on the drug, and i started at 2x30 mg oxy a day. I would do one in the morning one at night. I did this for three days. I moved on to half a 30 mg in the morning, half before i went to work in the afternoon, and half of one at night, again in three day intervals. I moved on to half of a 30 mg in the morning and half a 30 mg at night for about 2 days. I really had my mind set on quitting, so I decreased the dosage to a half a day, either all at once or a quarter of a 30 mg in the morning and a quarter at night. That lasted 2 days, and although I should probably continue on with the taper, I am tired of this shit and I have 3 days off of work to deal with the beginning symptoms. I had shotguns along the way of the oxy smoke from my girlfriend. I do not know how much i get from each shotgun, that would be a good help for somebody to answer for me, but it doesnt matter because guess what! Today is day one no oxycodone. It feels great. I know the symptoms will intensify, however everybody's story I have read, people have been using for a long time. I have only been using for a bout 6 1/2 months, so I know that I have an arm up on people who have been using for years. I have currently looked into magnesium and my girlfriend had a friend that gave me some muscle relaxer stuff that helped with her mind as well. I have a very very strong mind... I'm all about mind over body, I'm not worried about my brain, im worried about the symptoms being too overwhelming... But I know I can do it. I refuse to go on anything that would either mitigate completely or negate the symptoms only to prolong w/d symptoms. Please help! I can do this, but i know there are better natural remedies out there than what I have planned. Any info is helpful to me. Thank you for taking the time to read my story. If you need any information regarding my status let me know and I will keep everybody posted on my progress. Thanks again,
to all my brothers and sisters out there struggling for a good life! I love you all!!
I am in search of help from anybody who has gone through this before! I figured I could share my story here, so here it goes! My girlfriend is the love of my life, and after being with her for almost 11 months, I know it's true! When we first started dating I had no idea how deep she was.. She is such a good person and in no way shape or form am I trying to dock her or speak bad about her. Before we met I had only experienced with psych drugs, mescaline, shrooms, etc... When we first started dating I was smoking weed and drinking good scotch. After amazing times with this girl, we began to adjust to each other's lifestyle. She had been screwed over by a guy who got her pregnant which resulted in a mis-carriage. She did not take care of it properly, and thus, she ended up going through a lot of surgery. After surgery she had gotten a prescription medication of oxycodone 30 mg in which she now carries quite a bit. I had slowly started to get into the medication with her and it had drained all of the $ i was going to use for a house.. I am now in a stage where I have support financially along with my job, however I got caught in the mess of Oxy and got to about 3 x 30 mg a day!!! Smoking these was what dominated the scene for me. The high was amazing, as some of you probably know!!! I have decided to quit after such a long time and would love to talk more about my girlfriend in a future thread, but today I would like some help and guidance from you knowledgeable users or ex users. I consider myself very strong, and I pride myself on being able to quit anything. I've quit something strong before, and I can quit again! I need some guidance and help though, and I am super set on quitting. I got my mind prepared, nobody but my girlfriend and her friend knows I do these...
I have researched quite a few things to help with w/d symptoms. I tapered down on the drug, and i started at 2x30 mg oxy a day. I would do one in the morning one at night. I did this for three days. I moved on to half a 30 mg in the morning, half before i went to work in the afternoon, and half of one at night, again in three day intervals. I moved on to half of a 30 mg in the morning and half a 30 mg at night for about 2 days. I really had my mind set on quitting, so I decreased the dosage to a half a day, either all at once or a quarter of a 30 mg in the morning and a quarter at night. That lasted 2 days, and although I should probably continue on with the taper, I am tired of this shit and I have 3 days off of work to deal with the beginning symptoms. I had shotguns along the way of the oxy smoke from my girlfriend. I do not know how much i get from each shotgun, that would be a good help for somebody to answer for me, but it doesnt matter because guess what! Today is day one no oxycodone. It feels great. I know the symptoms will intensify, however everybody's story I have read, people have been using for a long time. I have only been using for a bout 6 1/2 months, so I know that I have an arm up on people who have been using for years. I have currently looked into magnesium and my girlfriend had a friend that gave me some muscle relaxer stuff that helped with her mind as well. I have a very very strong mind... I'm all about mind over body, I'm not worried about my brain, im worried about the symptoms being too overwhelming... But I know I can do it. I refuse to go on anything that would either mitigate completely or negate the symptoms only to prolong w/d symptoms. Please help! I can do this, but i know there are better natural remedies out there than what I have planned. Any info is helpful to me. Thank you for taking the time to read my story. If you need any information regarding my status let me know and I will keep everybody posted on my progress. Thanks again,
to all my brothers and sisters out there struggling for a good life! I love you all!!
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