Nsquillace1
Greenlighter
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- Aug 11, 2016
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So day 5 after my bad acid trip and I wake up at 3 in the morning with my head feeling hot and tingly and my body temperature was high even tho the air condition is on in my room. My mind has been going through alot as if id never be the same again and at times I love how I feel but then at times I hate it and want it to all go away and panic. Each day is getting progressively better but getting no sleep really pissed me off. I've suffered from depression and anxiety before taking acid. Never proffesionally diagnosed but i thought it was pretty obvious.ive always ignored it tho and kept moving on with life. those problems and thoughts seem more apparent now. I was always a thinker and was always quiet. Never talked to my parents about life and always suffered socially I've always kept to myself but I always had a "silly" attitude and smoked alot of weed to help me forget about my problems at times I thought I was insane and now after my bad trip that thought seems more true. As if there is no going back to my silly self that ignored all my problems. Work is getting annoying because the past couple days in new Jersey have been extremely hot and I work outside. I really don't plan on being like this forever but what do u guys think I should do. I really just want help on sleeping so my brain can rest and help forget I also always used to love sleeping and was always tired and could sleep for the whole day if I wanted to. Now I can't seem to even get tired even after a restless night
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