Day #4

Well I'm still clean woohoo.
BUT the cravings are definitely bad..it's taking a LOT to resist I must say..pretty much main thing thats stopping me is alcohol and valium, and the fact im too damn grumpy to move off the couch.
I smashed my pipe today, feels good.
Basically I have been watching foxtel all day everyday, very productive.
Mates came over today, made me crave though because I could tell 2 of them were buzzed off their nut, but I resisted, I didn't even ask them if they had any (they wouldn't have given me it anyway..but still)

Mates are proud of me..yada yada yada
I'm surprised in MYSELF! This is by FAR the longest I have EVER GONE without using, sad but true.

I drowned my sorrows in 2 bottles of champagne tonight..bit drunk but hey !
Gets my mind off getting shards, thats all that matters.

Still got crappy migraines and muscle cramping, not planning on moving for the next few days. I'll just spend my time watching sex & the city, hehehe

Once again, thanks a shitload dudes and dudettes, you're a godsend

 

Awesome Claire. The cliches of day-by-day, moment-to-moment are true. Are were for me at least.

I'll raise a toast of champers to your continued meth-sobriety.

 

You've done very well for yourself so far! But don't give up now. There's still a long road ahead, but it's worth the journey! I, for one, am willing to make suggestions on what has and hasn't has worked for me. I hope I can be of some help to you. PM me if you ever need somebody to chat with.