I've been drinking about a 6 pack of Foster's Lager a night. Its not really a lot but the fact that it is everyday causes me to raise an eyebrow.
Also, I wasn't getting buzzed anymore so I switched to Molson XXX. This is all to familiar to me. Always chasing something to get out of myself.
Two other reasons for me stopping:
1) I NEED to be clean and happy again. (Gotta shake those fucking monkey's off my back).
2) Its not good to mix anti-depressants and alcohol. This will definitely cause more chaos in my head.
I've been clean before (two 5 year stints of recovery) so its a road I've travelled before. This time I need to walk this path with a different attitude.
My plan is to keep busy through exercise, chores that I've been putting off, work and, in the Spring, go to school for a Human Services degree that focuses on drug and alcohol treatment and prevention.
I know it will be tough at first but it will get easier.
Its time to stop running and pick up the pieces and rebuild my life.
Right now I feel motivated to do this.
I hope the motivation never leaves.
Also, I wasn't getting buzzed anymore so I switched to Molson XXX. This is all to familiar to me. Always chasing something to get out of myself.
Two other reasons for me stopping:
1) I NEED to be clean and happy again. (Gotta shake those fucking monkey's off my back).
2) Its not good to mix anti-depressants and alcohol. This will definitely cause more chaos in my head.
I've been clean before (two 5 year stints of recovery) so its a road I've travelled before. This time I need to walk this path with a different attitude.
My plan is to keep busy through exercise, chores that I've been putting off, work and, in the Spring, go to school for a Human Services degree that focuses on drug and alcohol treatment and prevention.
I know it will be tough at first but it will get easier.
Its time to stop running and pick up the pieces and rebuild my life.
Right now I feel motivated to do this.
I hope the motivation never leaves.