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dark thoughts on e translate to dark thoughts in reality

tokinCheetah

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i took e and talked to this girl (friend) and my thoughts suddenly started getting deep and dark...like a dark thought tornado...has this happened to anyone?
 
MDMA isn't all hearts and sunshine... Just like any other psychedelic (Yes, MDMA is classified as a psychedelic stimulant), your set and setting effect the experience.
 
This can happen sometime, nothing to be surprised about. While MDMA lends itself to euphoria and "having a good time" (TM), it can also allow you to access the bits of your mind/personality that you don't deal with in day to day life. If MDMA simply made you feel good, it would just become another drug and it wouldn't have the potential to become medicine for your soul.
 
I can have very dark / bad thoughts when on MDMA - I can have very dark / bad thoughts when sober. When your having these bad thoughts on MDMA try and see where they are coming / stemming from - see if you can address the issue ?
 
Sometimes I think that MDMA makes you kinda bi polar....The good thoughts are so good but the bad ones are baaad. I usually get weird unpleasant thoughts towards the end of course.....Its like youre so unnaturally happy so the brain flips to be unnaturally evil. Sometimes I hallucinate the ugliest stuff after a hard roll. Sucky.....its like the opposite effect. Yikes just thinking of this makes me feel wiggy. Thats why I dont redose ever anymore. Helps cut the willies out.
Sometimes when I roll WHILE I am rolling i get opposite effects.....Usually Im at a live music show when I roll so sometimes I get really annoyed when I should be relaxed and in love with everything. I feel euphoric and the molly is good, but I get this edge like opposite effects.
All a sign I was doing a bit too often perhaps....Sometimes during the party freakout you just look around and everyone starts looking demonic instead of heavenly. Lots of dualities going on. UGH I swear sometimes its just easier to go through the shroom weirds because 3 hours into a shroom trip I feel awesome and smarter, not squirrely.
 
I Used to get sketchy on the tail end of an mdma high. But that was mainly because of (retarded) heavy abuse, re-dosing like a madman and smoking stupid amounts of weed.

It ended up being a few hours of joy, followed by a day of paranoia..
 
it can also allow you to access the bits of your mind/personality that you don't deal with in day to day life
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I like to solve these problems in my mind when im rolling....

..Im a thinker you see :)
 
yeah i've had dark thoughts towards the end of the up, makes me sink out of my bubble until I think positively again
 
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