damaged

[harraser]

its scary when I leave here for a litte while
and come back and theres so much to read
and as I go through all the names
of poems,songs and other bits of briliance
and think "Im not in the mood to read about love
right now I want anger,betrayal and sadness
I want something to make me cry"
and I get scared,so very scared
when I realise
how very damaged I am.
[ 23 December 2001: Message edited by: harraser ]

 

[mirabii]

It's almost funny how much you can search for that release and still not get it.. Sift through whole pages of words which should leave you feeling warm and fuzy, and all you take with you is that deep burning numbness. What makes it worse for me is when I try to write something that gets things off my chest, and it all comes out wrong, just adding to my frustrations..
On the other hand, this was excellent. Hope you get that release you're searching for soon. Thanx for sharing..