Hi, somehow I've found myself a pretty bad daily heroin user lately (smoking only) and I was trying to stop before surgery which is on Monday, but it's been difficult and not managed to stop.. it's saturday night here and I just smoked up some more and won't do ANY tomorrow and then I'm getting my fractured nose & deviated septum fixed monday morning.
the problem is my mum is insistent on being there the entire pre-op to speak with doctors and everything as she gets quite anxious until i go in, so i'm not going to be able to talk to them privately...
when they try and put me under, will they know if i obviously have a tolerance and increase until i'm under? i'm terrified of waking up during surgery, so once they see i have a high tolerance will they assume to put more and make sure i'm under? or is it very possible if i don't tell them beforehand that i could be in serious danger? i dont want to be upfront about it in case they deny me the medication i need after as i'll be in hospital for 3 nights and will be in pain and i dont handle pain very well.
please anyone tell me anything you know about this situation.. ive hid this addiction from everyone, and i know after i recover from surgery i will try my best to get over it, and think i will be able to.. just things have been stressful lately. so need help for now..
thanks
the problem is my mum is insistent on being there the entire pre-op to speak with doctors and everything as she gets quite anxious until i go in, so i'm not going to be able to talk to them privately...
when they try and put me under, will they know if i obviously have a tolerance and increase until i'm under? i'm terrified of waking up during surgery, so once they see i have a high tolerance will they assume to put more and make sure i'm under? or is it very possible if i don't tell them beforehand that i could be in serious danger? i dont want to be upfront about it in case they deny me the medication i need after as i'll be in hospital for 3 nights and will be in pain and i dont handle pain very well.
please anyone tell me anything you know about this situation.. ive hid this addiction from everyone, and i know after i recover from surgery i will try my best to get over it, and think i will be able to.. just things have been stressful lately. so need help for now..
thanks