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Daily Druggie Journal Let's Hear Your Usage Vs Don't be Shy Mamma's Making Cakes!

So far had 80mg of oxy...will have another 80 at 5pm then again at 8pm (weaned down my morning and evening doses from 100mg)

Some point today I'll call at the chemist to pick up 40ml methadone.

Payday tonight though so got 3 of each on order for 12! Can't wait
 
Today I say fuck my man, ending up taking a sub and Valium, not of Valium in a while so gonna try and start move from smack to benzos
 
Just 3-FPM and coffee.
Relapsed quite heavily on opiates and benzos, it's no excuse but it's been a tough couple of weeks and I'm like a Pavlovian dog in my response to stress.

However, jumping back on the wagon - 48 hours without opioids after tapering for a week with Opium Tea and Morphine. Dropped from 5,000-7000ug a day of smoked Fentanyl to 60mg/day of oral Morphine, now I've jumped off and am relying on benzos for comfort.
 
Well, 3 years ago it would have been roughly:
2 rocks of crack
As much heroin as I could afford
10-30mls of methadone
1-3g of hash
10-60mgs of diazepam


These days:
4-6 cups of coffee
maybe some diaz
300mg of Pregabalin
30-90mg codeine
Since I've got scoliosis and have suffered from chronic back pain for the past 20 years i just don't think I can really function without painkillers of some kind.

Think I've done pretty well considering. Not blowing my own trumpet or anything just quite amazed at the difference in my life over the last few years. That's having a kid for ya.
 
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