

I just got drunken texted at 2am last night by the guy who broke my heart a month ago. Ugh. I did not respond, because I was asleep, but I have this dumb idea to text back. I'm just going to play it cool and write back that I know it was just a drunk text and not to feel embarrassed. TBH, I've drunk texted before and I wake up feeling soooo stupid. lol
The irony in it all was that he texted right after I was drunk texting with a new boy I met and was thinking "Wow, this guy's text reminds me of Jim." LOL

I still know my ex's number 3 years later. ha.went on a 8 mile hike this morning
doing shrooms tonight
Not too bad, confidence knocked down a lil - got rejected by 2 women over the past 24 hours though...the first was quite funny - I just wanted to see if I could get with her, so kissed her while she had her eyes closed, as she wanted me to put glitter on her eyelids.
The one who I actually had great sexual chemistry with and all that, decided she couldn't have sex with me...got me pretty upset actually.
Went to a mad party last night which was good, although it was after the party that got told that she couldn't.
Put a bit of a dampener on my spirits, to say the least.
Chilling in with some art tonight...maybe head down the pub for a sneaky half pint.

"James!!" and then proceeded to tell me what I already knew, which was that she loved me to bits but didn't feel that kinda energy towards me, which I knew, so it was just pretty funny.