I'd recomend tryin to find an experienced dropper for your first time. So if they say the pills are strong only have half.
There's plenty of experienced droppers here, so once you've acquired your pills, feel free to let us know what they are and we will be happy to recommend whether you take it in halves or not.
In general, i'd suggest taking a full pill for your first time, you only get one "first pill"..
You just need to be aware of what to expect in case you do have a little too much.
I remember when i had my first really good pill. It was a white mx, when it hit i had some crazy tunnel vision happening, the back of my head was tingling and i couldn't concentrate. Scared the absolute shit out of me.. i really thought i was going to die.. Lucky for me this only lasted for a couple of mins then i was fine, in fact that turned out to be the best night of my life.
Really it was only because i wasn't expecting that to happen, and when it did i had no idea what was happening, so i started to panic.
A couple of months ago i railed 1 1/2 white doves in one go (only the second time i'd snorted pills, the other being 1/4 pink dove a few weeks earlier) I walked out of the toilets (of the nightclub) and within 1 min i felt it coming on.. i knew straight away i'd fucked up. 1 min later i'm sitting outside the nightclub with my girlfriend. I couldn't concentrate, couldn't talk, could barely stand up (so had stopped trying). The funny thing is, i knew what had happened (i had taken too much too quickly) and i knew that i would be fine in a few mins so i was ok. It turned out to be around 45 mins, but i was ok. The only time i got a little scared was when my vision seemed to drift off out of my sight.
Compare that experience to the experience with the mx.. The white doves experience would have been about 20 times worse than that with the mx, but it was like when you get those brain freezes after eating too much ice cream too quickly.. you just pause for a few seconds and wait for it to pass, knowing that it is only temporary.. That's exactly how i was after having the doves.. i knew what had happened and i just waited for it to pass..
As opposed to with the mx, a bit of tunnel vision and i thought i was going to die. It all comes down to knowledge.. that's why this site kicks ass.
Knowledge is power.