jam uh weezy
Bluelighter
"This is what I love, and can't stop loving...."
interesting thread... I personally think the culture is the best (big) thing that's happened from illicit drugs.. plur, and what the moto of raving is, is truly beautiful.
I don't think there's anything wrong with it
socalthizn i didnt read the responses so sorry Im at work and dont have time but come on its yo boy so read my reply.
A. it sounds like u were drunk or something when you wrote that, if not then im trippin, and its all irrelevent anyway haha
B. Dude I feel very similar. We are somewhat psychologically addicted lets just admit it, and accept the term for what it is. Not DEPENDENT, but yes, we cant get enough of it. We limit it because we are smarter then the average, and know anything past moderation is devestation, but still we think about it every day, post on BLUELIGHT, and I know u personally practically live on e discussion board and PR.
Its just something really really good dude. Not one day has passed since EDC that I havent thought about it, night and day, i mean everything, the people, the music, the lights, rolling, everything man. I soak it up.
To wrap it up tho, it really DOESNT bother me. Like u said bro, we HAVE normal lives. Go about ur business, have fun with other things when you can, and like a birthday or like christmas as a kid, keep that next event on the calendar marked up and ready to go.
I'm liking this thread a lot. I started listening to dance music about 4 years ago, way before I ever rolled, I didn't roll the first time till last november, got peerpressured too lol, all i did was drink before that. That night changed my life, there's no way I'd be the same person today if I had never tried it. This year I've rolled 7 times, once in march, a month later in april, 3 weeks later in april, 2 weeks later in may, a month later at a massive 2 weeks later to see my fav djs, and 3 weeks after that which was a few weeks ago. Biggest lesson I have taken with me is, to respect this drug, if you don't you can run into some real problems. Tolerance is still good, just 2 pills or .2 molly and i'm set for 7-8 hours, rollin hard everytime.One thing I realized is the more often I did it, the less I enjoyed those nights, the ones that stick out in my memory are the ones that were a month plus spaced out. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about it, I'm not doing it again for a few months but I still think about it constantly. I put my trance or edm on and i start jamming out just feeling the music, I go to raves and clubs sober at times and still just feel the music and love getting down. I think psychologically I have for sure become dependent on it, I'm fighting the urge to just take a break the next for the next 2 months just for my mental stability. I just love the scene and edm even more than i did before, I've gotten into different genres I would have thought were weird before rolling, but my musical taste has expanded. I'm always looking forward to the next party, it's funny how life works, would have never imagined I'd be this person today, I like him a lot more than the old me, I feel i have a much better understanding of life and people than i did before
aint nobody sayin nuthin about addicting unless you need that addiction to keep the normal feeling that people get from being normal
thanks for sharing your experience here, i was at where u were about 10 months ago, and once i spaced it like 75 days and popped again i was floored off one pill and just sat there like omg this is y they allways say space em out, and since then i've been praticing safe spacing. i have a feeling once u have an experience like i did (being absolutly blown away all over again) spacing will be much easier. you'll know alright i could pop right now, but if i wat another month it'll be better.
no doubt man, like every time ive rolled balls, every times been sick as hell but its def time to recover, im gunna pop again at the end of october, i was thinkin about trying it solo this time, is that pretty fun?i want this next one to be really spiritual experience
I just saw your thread here for the first time! Damn, sounds a lot like me! Some people may call that mental addiction, others not. It really doesn't matter what it's called though, as long as it's not messing with your life, or making everything seem dull when you're not doing it or things involving it, then IMO it's not a problem. If you're heavily craving every day then that could be a problem.... but I personally can sit on pills as long as I want, even though I think about thizzing every day, go on here every day(mostly OD though), and check PR and ED every day.
I'm addicted to sports(not in to team sports anymore). They are seasonal. I notice durring the seasons of my favorite sports I think way more about them than drugs. I recommend you try to find something else you enjoy.. I'm not saying drop rolling or anything, just ADD something to the list of things you like, it makes your life extra enjoyable. You're in SoCal, so surfing would be a good one if you're into that stuff! The better you get the better you'll like it, learning for some people takes some time but once you start to get it it'll get addictive, in a good way.
thanks for sharing your experience here, i was at where u were about 10 months ago, and once i spaced it like 75 days and popped again i was floored off one pill and just sat there like omg this is y they allways say space em out, and since then i've been praticing safe spacing. i have a feeling once u have an experience like i did (being absolutly blown away all over again) spacing will be much easier. you'll know alright i could pop right now, but if i wat another month it'll be better.