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Crystal Meth -First time- It begins

^ yes, i should note that i always ponder how i could have done things differently, but would never actually change a thing if it was possible. usually it's just stuff like "well christ, wouldn't have put my foot in it there....and there for one." :D
 
Mean Girl said:
^ yes, i should note that i always ponder how i could have done things differently, but would never actually change a thing if it was possible. usually it's just stuff like "well christ, wouldn't have put my foot in it there....and there for one." :D
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ah, to do it all again. of course id do the same thing (i did em this time didnt i?).

live life with no regrets.
 
`bLow? said:
ah, to do it all again. of course id do the same thing (i did em this time didnt i?).

live life with no regrets.
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Same here. I don't think I know anyone who's ever experienced real drug addiction who has gotten over it who would do things differently if they had a chance. I really think something about that sort of experience changes people for the better if they make it out okay. I know I changed for the better, that's for sure.

Tokey did you ever try coke? That's what I had my probem with and I'm curious what your opinion of it is as someone who has had experience with meth addiction.
 
PaxTX said:
Meth is fucking evil shit..I've seen it destroy lives firsthand, and seen it turn people into thieving, violent, paranoid, dishonest, sketchy shells of people.
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^No doubt this is the honest truth. On the flipside it's also inspired some of the best written literature/music/art in modern day history.

Not to mention super crazy twacked out soldiers in Iraq running around all sped up and shooting random people....wait, that's not a good thing.


Very good story man. Pretty similar to mine, only I had been into drugs since the end of middle school. Meth, ugh. That's the feeling I get when I think of it,..."ugh".....like a gut wrench feeling and like something's about to go wrong. Then at the same time all whole shit load of memories flash bye my mind at lighting tweak speed of all the good/bad times and cool/crazy people I met because of it. I met one of the most important people of my life because of it. Ran into her during a random occurance while cruising around with "the dealer", aka one of my friends since middle school. Too bad she's just turned 21 and is getting married to an aging 35year old rich ass mother fucking Jew that doesn't even love her. He just lucked out and met her, brought her all around the world, and showed her what power he had, and now she's converting to Jedaism all the sudden....and he wants kids right away. I mean, what would his parents, relatives, friends, and others think?8) He doesn't even love her. God dammit that girl.
Yeah I'm really depressed right now.
But school's comming up...and I'll get my liscence/car back in January....then I'll be able to get "out there"...meet someone new..Other then all these local stupid "living in fantasy land, never had a job, mommy and daddy paying for everything for them, their apartment, their cars, their gas, their coke/weed/pills money, etc.. One of the ones I dated for a SHORT while is currently in community college, and she wants to marry a mobster and own a casino. She thinks it's really going to happen. 8)

Ok, enough rambling
Bye bye now. Mkay.
 
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