(CRYSTAL METH / APPROX. 1/2 G DAILY) Beginner "Cartoon Eyes, Cartoon Sized"

[trunkofmycar]

(CRYSTAL METH / APPROX. 1/2 G DAILY) Beginner "Cartoon Eyes, Cartoon Sized"

I waited until coming down as suggested in the guidelines, however, sleep is trying to overtake me! Will edit and make coherent when I wake. Already had this down, though.

It is well worth it, though, as my experience seems atypical to most I have heard. A good learning experience for everyone

It was a month, but really seemed more like 3 days! That one I knew about.

So I just finished up this huge month long binge of pure crystal. Had unlimited free access for the first time ever with no strings attached... And jw if it is typical to just be like, eh, well that's enough for a few years here now.

I did want to drop some weight, but 22 seems like too much too fast? Also I feel fine. Like myself again, a little tired and sleepy at last. Gonna fall out tonight but I'm shocked at my total lack of craving?? I've heard people say it was so incredibly addictive it is known as a 'home wreaker,' drug?

I do know it was the strongest substance I've ever used, that's for damn sure. Finished up the last shard sometime around 2 or 3 am last night. Like I previously mentioned, the high is totally gone. Am I just too early for the comedown?

Is it bc it is the purest n cleanest I've ever used, perhaps? That's what I was thinking, until it occurred to me that it was also 'cartoon eyes, cartoon sized / what's 22 hours when you've been up two weeks' kinda thing? Finally realized what Alice in Chains was talking about, if you feel me.

I realize this is many questions at once, apologies. Wanna get them all typed out before I fall out. But my cheerful demeanor annoyed my fiancée to death. Anything I said was not the right thing and he completely snapped when I wouldn't help him search for crumbs on all fours.

I said no go this time baby, no more okay? It's affecting you. He flipped around on the walls before accusing me of being the one was friending worse. Then he left, but I am only sad about that what seems like a fairly typical amount.

I'm concerned for him, though. Feel guilty, did I do the right thing? I just wanted to get some solid rest, like 12 or 15 hours I'm hoping.

So, my lil habits - I move my toe without thinking about it and smile just like a reflex. It is still happening a bit, will that disappear? When?

Also keep hearing the door and phone and there's nobody there. Wtf is up with that?

Find myself a bit jumpy and paranoid as well. Will I be back to normal soon?

Also the two days we didn't smoke he didn't want me those days. Will he want me again soon? Daily sexual activity is very typical for us, too

He kept trying to get me to admit how much better the sex was. But it is always amazing and a bit better sober for myself. Is it a guy thing or what?

This is long so I apologize. Wanted all my thoughts here bc I'm getting sleepy all I once.

Music was enjoyable. I'd walk around looking for a cig and lighter for like hours at a time, ha. Should I move this to the experiences section?

Let me know nfor any answers you can give me.

 

[Gkeel]

Insane story man good read I can't answer your questions though I have yet to be in your situation

 

[methyldreams]

you have not even started to comedown you will probably be racing again even after 15 hours a sleep if you have been smoking half g the previous month your gonna feel it... Goodluck

Meth is very lucrative in the way you can use it and improve your productivity and even sometimes full filling your dreams as a kid, the motivation meth gives you to do anything.

 

[Freaksh0w]

So, being your FIRST time doing this stuff... it will definitely feel the best to you this time ... and it will never feel that good again. What was your ROA? If you smoked it, you should have already been coming down. If you snorted it, hell, it can take 24 hours for a line to start to wear off on your first time with some decent grade ice.

Yeah, meth doesn't wreck your life the first time you try it. Unless you are unlucky and get caught by the police. It's the fact that you will always remember how good it was. It's the fact that you will never get that EXTREMELY, best-ever feeling again. (But, you will get enough positive feelings from your next time, to do it again).

How long had your fiance been up? Not how long had he been using this. But, when did he last wake up? He could have been hitting the 70 hour mark, maybe less for a newbie or just really depends on the person, but he may have been having slight hallucinations and having a strong sense of "oh... you're against me"... for lack of better words.

How long have you been up? I'm unclear from your post. I don't mind to answer your questions to put your mind at ease, though. Just know this, it'll end. You are hearing your first auditory hallucinations from the drug + lack of sleep. It's normal. Well... normal for users.

It sounds like your fiance just was having some inner struggles going on, judging by the way you describe him acting. Whether it was from lack of sleep... paranoia from doing amph long enough... or if it was affecting both of you totally different, and maybe he wasn't catching much of a buzz, all the while you were having the time of your life.

It's a strange drug. I've literally been in groups where, granted, we start getting the hallucinations around the same time, but then my friends end up getting WAY on out there before I do. I've tripped psychedelics, though, it takes a lot to put fear into my mind. Well, that, plus, I have always researched everything I've ever done, BEFORE doing it. From Meth, to shrooms, to banging 'phine. It helps so much knowing what to expect. Especially if you are tweaking. Your mind is racing, you have 50 tabs open in your browser, yet you haven't gotten a damn thing done... but KNOWING kind of how you'd be feeling every 6 hours throughout your personal party really helps keep your emotions calm when something new is experienced.

EDIT: I am reading this back over, and it looks like I misunderstood you. Still not sure if it's your very first time, but I read it as you did it daily for a month straight? Daily? Time will tell how you feel, but once you know, let us know, so we can either give advice or or ask some questions lol.