Crystal Meth - 3rd/4th time (shitty stuff prior) - Why am I seeing things?

[dilated_pupils]

Well today I woke up, was out of weed because I wasn't getting more until later, so it's early, got a good night of sleep, and I take a 100mg mscotin, I have a minor tolerance, so I can easily take the 100's now without getting sick.

Anyway, went over a friends house, smoked like 5 bowls, pretty decent size, and then she pulled out some ice and gave me 3 lines for free. It was definitely pretty good quality (I don't really do meth, this was my 3rd time, and the other meth was shit so got nothing off of it, so no deserve to do it again.

So I take the first line, take 2mg xanax (2 blue 'footballs'). Anyway, I now take the 2nd line, matching the chicks lines who has been doing it for a while, but not as much as she used to (used to be a meth addict). So now my opiate buzz is like 70 percent of the high I'm feeling, while the remanding 30% is definitely the ice. There's a bit of ice left on the table, like just enough to smoke and get one or two small hits, which ended up doing, and that just woke me up more then either of the two lines I had done prior. Definitely got a nice head rush from it.

I leave and go home for a little bit, do my last line of ice I got left, then go back out to another friends house, smoke a joint with him because he couldn't slep and wasn't feeling well (opiate withdrawls), Then I head to another friends house, already a couple few there. We smoked like 3 pretty fat joints, and a bowl or two. I'm starting to hallucinate a bit, I'm seeing people where there isn't any people, and at one point I see a guy walking in the woods coming towards us, and I even heard the trees being pushed away and such as he got closer, but no one was even though, and no it wasn't windy so that's not what I heard,

Then I randomly started talking about a subject as if I had been on mute it had been turned off in the middle of my story, and what I said to everyone made no sense. I don't even think it made sense to me. Then it just got worse, I really started hearing people talking, which was some toad but it sounded like a person I swere, and at one point i like hid the joint thinking it was someone coming down to his house (long ass driveway back in the woods). Next I just start nodding out a bit, and I am just seeing weird ass closed eye visuals, with color, not to mention when my eyes were open the ground was wavy, making some sort of (only way I can explain it) inner funnels that just drooped inwords and then started again. Now I'm starting to chill out a bit, but not much but I know I'm safe enough to drive as I didn't really hallucinate when I drove, since I focas on my driving rather then other stupid shit, but once I did see a tree that, in my eyes, looked like its branches were hanging over the road a bit, and I moved my car over when passing thinking I would have hit it, but low and behold it was just a shadow or something that made it seem like that.

Anyway I'm still pretty fucked up, I want to go to bed, but I can't decide on anything right now, making decisions is not something I fee like doing, and I also feel as there is nothing fun/happy to do, so it just sucks. And unfortunitely I am having some cravings for some more meth but I will not be giving in, as I only did it because it was free and theres no way I'm paying the high ass prices for them. And now, as I'm typing this, I swore I just heard music playing, but everyone in sleeping, and no radio/tv's are turned on, not in my room either, as I'm not in the mood to do much of anything.

I notcied the meth helped me piss though, usually I can't piss for the life of me when I do opiates, been taken too many lately so I'm taking a break from them.

Hope you enjoyed it, sorry if theres a lot of nonsense, I'm still very out of it, and it's not easy to focas at all. This was my 3rd or 4th time doing meth, and the shit I had before was really crappy, but the stuff I had tonight was just beautiful looking, nice clear crystals. I'm going to go now and try and relax and zone out for a bit and maybe sleep hopefully.

*Wanted to add, I know I was sort of speedballing (obviously not the traditional way, but it still gives somewhat of the same feeling), and the benzos probably helped kick in the morphine a lot, so I guess seeing shit on meth and other drugs combined it's possible, plus I had no meth tolerance/amp tolerance at all.

 

[dilated_pupils]

I wanted to add, I am definitely still hearing shit that isn't there, and I'm in a room with a light on right now so I don't think shit is really morphing around much anymore, but I'm sure with the lights off it would be a whole nother story. And now as I was about to hit submit I am hearing like some sort of country music, but that actually might be real so I'm going to go check on it.

Oh and I tried taking those benzos like i said later tonight, and 3 advil PM's, I might just try taking some melatonin, as that usually helps me sleep the perfect amount of time. Thanks for reading, I'm all tweaked out a bit right now (not used to it) so sorry for the rambles.

 

[cxsx]

as i read this, i started thinking how cool it would be if the combo of drugs that you've been on gave you some heightened senses of perception and you're actually tapping in to what other people are listening to like thru mental telepathy or somethin. that'd be cool! sounds like you had one fuck of a binge today. just the amount of herb that you did would prolly have given me some sort of hallucinations.

never tried meth yet tho.
OR......
maybe you're just remembering music/sounds/voices/convos that you heard earlier in the day and it's kinda playing back as you're in somewhat of a lucid dream like state. anyway i hope your sleep is nice and you have good dreams.

 

[dilated_pupils]

as i read this, i started thinking how cool it would be if the combo of drugs that you've been on gave you some heightened senses of perception and you're actually tapping in to what other people are listening to like thru mental telepathy or somethin. that'd be cool!.

Funny you mention that, because at one point tonight, I swore I heard this one chick say something, so I responded to her, but she hadn't said a word, then I said outloud to everyone "I just read her mind, she was definitely going to say it or at least was thinking it."

I think that's when they started to wonder if I was okay, but I'm fine, just enjoying myself, a bit uneasy though since I can't find jackshit to keep me copasetic.

sounds like you had one fuck of a binge today. just the amount of herb that you did would prolly have given me some sort of hallucinations.

never tried meth yet tho.
OR......
maybe you're just remembering music/sounds/voices/convos that you heard earlier in the day and it's kinda playing back as you're in somewhat of a lucid dream like state. anyway i hope your sleep is nice and you have good dreams.

haha thanks. No the songs were like shit I don't listen to, like I couldn't quite make them out, sounded almost like someone had the tv on in a different room loud enough for me to hear.

Seeing the people and shit was just weird though, and the weird shit I was saying too. At first my friends were seriously laughing so hard they fell off their seats, but then the one girl started freaking out because her sister used to be a meth head and she saw her saw/do the same shit I was doing, except I didn't tell anyone I did the meth, not something I'm real proud of, same with trying dope twice. Don't really go around telling people I've done it, I'll admit it if I'm asked, but I don't boasting about my 'cool' drug use.

And once again, as I just finished typing up the sentance above, I heard my tv on, like the sound it makes when there is no channel on and it's just blank (not the fuzzy kind of sound just like the sound of it actually being on, if that makes sense).

And I just heard someone yell something in my house... it's 5:57am, no one is up, but it almost sounded like my little brother, most likely yelling for my mom, but then again I'm pretty sure I'm just imagining it I'll find out and if I'm wrong, and I really did hear it, I'll make to let you guys know since you all care so much haha.

 

[mepat1111]

I used to get minor visuals towards the end of a big meth binge and when I was coming down, just patterns and stuff. It was always pretty disturbing, I'd always think I was getting meth psychosis...

Nice report, although it did make me wanna smoke meth again, hehe.

 

[dilated_pupils]

I used to get minor visuals towards the end of a big meth binge and when I was coming down, just patterns and stuff. It was always pretty disturbing, I'd always think I was getting meth psychosis...

Nice report, although it did make me wanna smoke meth again, hehe.

I've never bought meth, and I've only done it 3 times, maybe 4 now, and this stuff really makes me want more, infact I really wanted some earlier, but as the high weares down, so does the urge. Worst thing is, I have a really good connect now for good meth, and not only that, but he gives it away for free to some of his friends, and I know he'd give it to me for cheap... Meth addiction potential has skyrocketted, although I don't really see myself getting into too much, as I felt like shit for a period of the time I was high. I become agitated because I couldn't think of one thing I could do that'd be interesting to me, not to mention my focas was completely gone so I just kept jumping from trance to trance while "listening" to the chick I was with, but I just put it blunt and told her straight up I really couldn't focas on her talking.

 

[Xorkoth]

A few things:

1 - Oral morphine is a terrible waste. Morphine's oral bioavailability is something terrible like 20% (not sure of the exact percent), because so much of it is broken down during the path it takes to get into your bloodstream when eaten. Snorting it is much more effective, and actually rectal administration with a syringe in liquid is by far the best way aside from injection which is not advisable due to addiction potential. I was using 30mg morphine tabs a little while ago, and even thought my own tolerance is moderate, a single one rectally would do wonders. Since opiates are expensive, you may want to think about that.

2 - I'll just say this once since it's not my place to nag or anything, nor is my intention. But I've noticed your recent issues with coke, and I thought it was great that you got out of that. But it seems to me you may be travelling down the opiate path, which can get just as bad, fast. Plus, the mental dependence is extraordinary. Personally I'm lightly addicted to kratom, not enough to disrupt my life but enough to use it daily, and fortunately it keeps me from wasting away on real opiates which are much more expensive and addictive. But all I'm saying is, if I could go back, Id've never tried any opiates at all, because addiction is a bitch. So just watch out, man. And also watch out for meth, because if you fell down the hole with coke, it could easily happen with meth, only that one's harder to recover from.

3 - Enjoyable report

 

[Noonan]

Nice report.. I have never really had a desire to do meth, but I could get some now. I want to try coke more, so meth will probably wait a little but I'm sure I'll work my way up there.

Also, I have a question about plugging morphine. Could you just take off the slow release coating and plug the whole pill, or would you have to do it with liquid in a syringe?

Nice Report DP

 

[Xorkoth]

It's much better to mix it in about 2mL of distilled water, let it dissolve fully, and then suck it up in a (needleless!) syringe. You can shake it around as you suck it up so the binders get into there too, just to make sure you actually get everything. If you just crush a pill and put it up there, not only is it harder to do, but it won't work nearly as well. Dissolving it in water first makes it very easily and very quickly absorb.

But, you will probably have to take off the slow release coating to dissolve it. The pills I had were 30mg immediate release, so they dissolved instantly and easily. As I said, with a moderate (but not large) tolerance, 30mg was very nice, although I usually took some more later on also. It's been my favorite way to consume morphine, or any opiate for that matter.

Eh, and amphetamines are better than coke, IMO. It lasts far longer, and to me is more exciting. Neither is good to do often, though.

 

[oldspice]

Great Report man. I love Reading your posts.

That said, your experience does not sound fun to me. Sounds scary and out of control.

 

[dilated_pupils]

A few things:

1 - Oral morphine is a terrible waste. Morphine's oral bioavailability is something terrible like 20% (not sure of the exact percent), because so much of it is broken down during the path it takes to get into your bloodstream when eaten. Snorting it is much more effective, and actually rectal administration with a syringe in liquid is by far the best way aside from injection which is not advisable due to addiction potential. I was using 30mg morphine tabs a little while ago, and even thought my own tolerance is moderate, a single one rectally would do wonders. Since opiates are expensive, you may want to think about that.

2 - I'll just say this once since it's not my place to nag or anything, nor is my intention. But I've noticed your recent issues with coke, and I thought it was great that you got out of that. But it seems to me you may be travelling down the opiate path, which can get just as bad, fast. Plus, the mental dependence is extraordinary. Personally I'm lightly addicted to kratom, not enough to disrupt my life but enough to use it daily, and fortunately it keeps me from wasting away on real opiates which are much more expensive and addictive. But all I'm saying is, if I could go back, Id've never tried any opiates at all, because addiction is a bitch. So just watch out, man. And also watch out for meth, because if you fell down the hole with coke, it could easily happen with meth, only that one's harder to recover from.

3 - Enjoyable report

I have a source for 100mg mscotins for next to nothing, so it costs me very little. When it comes to getting addicted to opiates, I've really not taken that many morphine pills, maybe a handful, and I haven't taken any since the night of this report, and I have plenty of them at my disposal. I really don't even feel like taking them anymore anyway. The meth is not something I would ever buy either, it was just there and quality product, so I wanted to experience it, I have no urge to go and spend a rediculous amount of money on a little bag of meth. I appreciate everything you said though, thanks.

Thanks to everyone else as well.

 

[Xorkoth]

Yeah, just a little warning. I wasn't trying to suggest that you were spinning out of control or anything. But for what it's worth, I had no desire for opiates for years, using them occasionally with good results but never craving them. Then I found one I was able to get easily and cheaply (kratom) and before I knew it I started thinking about opiates every day. Which is still the case. Anyway, you're a lucky bastard to be able to get morphine for next to nothing!

Nevertheless, rectal administration of morphine is still a better high, and far more efficient. Nasal administration is also better than oral. Oral's fine, though, if you don't mind the fact that only about 25mg of that 100mg pill is actually going to get all the way through your body's defenses.

 

[dilated_pupils]

Well thanks for the advice. I haven't snorted them yet, I usually just parachute them. From the people I do know that snort them, they have told me the drips are amazingly bad and the taste is very hard to get out of your mouth.

 

[Xorkoth]

Ah, what's a little taste for a good high? It's just a sensation. I've only used 30mg immediate release generic morphine sulphate tabs, which didn't taste bad at all. But I guess I have no idea how yours taste.

If your pills have a large amount of fillers/binders, I might recommend not snorting them, actually, as they would be bad for your nose. The ones I had were tiny and mostly just morphine.

 

[dilated_pupils]

Ah, what's a little taste for a good high? It's just a sensation. I've only used 30mg immediate release generic morphine sulphate tabs, which didn't taste bad at all. But I guess I have no idea how yours taste.

If your pills have a large amount of fillers/binders, I might recommend not snorting them, actually, as they would be bad for your nose. The ones I had were tiny and mostly just morphine.

Yea that's what I have. Infact, they are very small for 100mg instant release tablets. I'll have to try snorting them next time.

 

[halfoz]

unusual that you would get that level of hallucination without being 2+ days into some hardcore sleep dep.

most people seem to have the auditory issues within a few hours of major use, but shadow people don't generally kick in 24hours even for inexperienced users.

your report kinda reminded me what it used to be like, and what it will never be again.

if i was on use #4 or #5 i would definitely not be counteracting it with any benzos, pot, or other substances. it doesn't take too long for tolerance to start to skyrocket.

 

[dilated_pupils]

unusual that you would get that level of hallucination without being 2+ days into some hardcore sleep dep.

most people seem to have the auditory issues within a few hours of major use, but shadow people don't generally kick in 24hours even for inexperienced users.

your report kinda reminded me what it used to be like, and what it will never be again.

if i was on use #4 or #5 i would definitely not be counteracting it with any benzos, pot, or other substances. it doesn't take too long for tolerance to start to skyrocket.

I'm not really planning on using, infact I really don't have a connection for it, just someone I know who does it and shared it with me, and it's not someone I'm usually around. I really have never gotten really high off meth without already being on another drug, so I haven't really experienced it much.

 

[carpet swimmer]

Hey Dude,

Just letting you know you are by far not alone on your meth trip

A few factors equal fucked up meth trips: cocktail of drugs, lack of sleep (depending on how long you had been awake) and copious amounts of green - major contributor!!!

Same situation, only apply it to a massive 4 day meth binge - no sleep. My friend starts saying things I find quite odd... Asking me where we are when we are in his bedroom, and then correcting himself by saying "oh thats right we're out the front of the hardware store". What proceeded was as if I was stuck inside him dream, but he was actually awake, seeing a completely different world around him. The experience of just watching him in his dream surroundings was amazing. Nothing he said was coherent or made any sense. It seemed as though he was slipping out of reality into some form of lucid, waken dream. thankfully we were in the comfort of his home which he, at one stage asked me "what time does this place close - it's going off".

The strange thing was he could walk around the room and talk to curtains, but when it came to interacting with people or surroundings in reality he had no hope. Before I realised he was beyond conversational or even simple motor skills, I passed him the pipe (like he really needed it). He sat with it on his lap for a few minutes before I had to ask - "are you gonna smoke that, here i'll pack it for you". At which point i placed the pipe in his mouth and held his hand up to it. He dropped it as if he didnt' even realize he was holding something.

Now thats what I call "on another planet".

I would like to finish by quoting some of the hysterical random things which made no sense and had no context in the place of any conversation that was going on in the room - but were none the less entertaining

(Pointing to me after I asked some random question) he says: "well judging by the scorpion on your head, i'd say it would be at least January"

Funny thing is he didnt even register that he had said anything wired. And continued to spit incoherent shit, such as "you know what kitty, the best thing is, one day when you're really fucking bored, you can join all the legs together"

Unforgettable - jeez I should right my own trip report on that. Hope you got some entertainment and consolation that you're not going mad, or at least if you are, you're not going mad alone.