koz143
Bluelighter
CRUSHED
Anytime one falls ….so deeply forward
Going backwards seems to be impossible
Time long since past
Old times forever cherished in my heart
Forever laughing,
Flirtation and close proximity
Relationships lost….GOOD!
New ones waiting in the wings
Finally a bond, originally formed
Can be open and free
Love together
Holding, laughing, crying, feeling
Love as one Together
But in secrecy once again
A heart is crushed
Who am I
Not good enough
Clearly it was
Too complicated to deal with
Pain in which you never knew
Pain that never went away
Only hidden from view
So as to not disrupt
A love so treasured and so fragile
But Crushed
Time after Time
I tried…to do all
All possible for Love of you
Did you care?
I think so….
Act like you care?
No
Consistently crushing a heart full of love
Dedicated to you
What was a long time crush in itself
Turns towards Love of a lifetime
And You
You throw it to the wind
Forget about it
Predictions made by me
Come true so fast
Feelings just change?
No
Not like this
You crushed something right
Something worth more than you will ever know!
As time flies by
Happiness returns
What does it mean to you?
Nothing
Go get what you want….
But every second without you
Is a heartache I can’t take
So a crush?
A love for sure?
A friendship’s stability?
Consolations for sure….but for me
Every glimpse is worth the pain
Pain for sure not lost
Pain of loosing love
Pain of a crush
Pain for you
Unhappiness is there
Clearly to be seen
You drowning among the flames
New Life for you
Congratulations
For us?
Nothing left to say
Friendship you wanted
Friendship was offered
Above and beyond
But you
Oblivious to a hearts pain
Crushed again
A heart already bleeding from you
Even friendship is too much for you
A friend for so long
A history before him
Before him and his empty threats
And his excuses and your forgiveness
A better friend then he will or could ever be
But for him you crushed
Someone who was always there
History means nothing
Nothing anymore
Not since he took over your life
No more of anything
Hope it makes you happy
Happiness in loosing a love
In loosing a friend
In loosing good times
One after another and another
Closeness and laughter
Could last forever
A willingness to give up anything for you
Not threats or harmful words
Just a bond of friendship
And a connection of Love
That’s all you crushed
That’s all you did
Not too bad
For you
As long as you’re happy though…
And of course you are happier now
Of Course
It’s clearly so
It’s all been so right
No it hasn’t….
Ruining yourself
Ruining us
Loosing it all so fast
Only to look back and
See that every piece of
What was happiness has been
Swept out the door
While you “happily” watched it happen.
Anytime one falls ….so deeply forward
Going backwards seems to be impossible
Time long since past
Old times forever cherished in my heart
Forever laughing,
Flirtation and close proximity
Relationships lost….GOOD!
New ones waiting in the wings
Finally a bond, originally formed
Can be open and free
Love together
Holding, laughing, crying, feeling
Love as one Together
But in secrecy once again
A heart is crushed
Who am I
Not good enough
Clearly it was
Too complicated to deal with
Pain in which you never knew
Pain that never went away
Only hidden from view
So as to not disrupt
A love so treasured and so fragile
But Crushed
Time after Time
I tried…to do all
All possible for Love of you
Did you care?
I think so….
Act like you care?
No
Consistently crushing a heart full of love
Dedicated to you
What was a long time crush in itself
Turns towards Love of a lifetime
And You
You throw it to the wind
Forget about it
Predictions made by me
Come true so fast
Feelings just change?
No
Not like this
You crushed something right
Something worth more than you will ever know!
As time flies by
Happiness returns
What does it mean to you?
Nothing
Go get what you want….
But every second without you
Is a heartache I can’t take
So a crush?
A love for sure?
A friendship’s stability?
Consolations for sure….but for me
Every glimpse is worth the pain
Pain for sure not lost
Pain of loosing love
Pain of a crush
Pain for you
Unhappiness is there
Clearly to be seen
You drowning among the flames
New Life for you
Congratulations
For us?
Nothing left to say
Friendship you wanted
Friendship was offered
Above and beyond
But you
Oblivious to a hearts pain
Crushed again
A heart already bleeding from you
Even friendship is too much for you
A friend for so long
A history before him
Before him and his empty threats
And his excuses and your forgiveness
A better friend then he will or could ever be
But for him you crushed
Someone who was always there
History means nothing
Nothing anymore
Not since he took over your life
No more of anything
Hope it makes you happy
Happiness in loosing a love
In loosing a friend
In loosing good times
One after another and another
Closeness and laughter
Could last forever
A willingness to give up anything for you
Not threats or harmful words
Just a bond of friendship
And a connection of Love
That’s all you crushed
That’s all you did
Not too bad
For you
As long as you’re happy though…
And of course you are happier now
Of Course
It’s clearly so
It’s all been so right
No it hasn’t….
Ruining yourself
Ruining us
Loosing it all so fast
Only to look back and
See that every piece of
What was happiness has been
Swept out the door
While you “happily” watched it happen.
