logarithm
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- Aug 11, 2012
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Hi,
the last two to three months I was in Berlin (I had no apartment, but slept at friends and random peolples places), I took a lot of phenibut every day. I took approx. between 2 to 6 g every day.
When I partied, I took more phenibut and combined it mdma, alcohol, speed, meth, and g. Sometimes I stayed awake several days and sometimes I overdosed.
At the end of that wild period, (two weeks ago), I did a 10 days meditation course (vipassana) with 10 hours of meditation each day (100 hours total). I already did several of these courses, but now I used phenibut (max. 2 g per day) and picamilon. It was the best meditation course I had so far. It felt like I really could work on certain faculties(focus, gratitude, calmness, awareness of sensations, feeling of wellbeiong, ...) in a really effictive way. My thinking cleared and I felt really good and the phenibut got much stronger again.
But now after that course (I live normal now) got a new batch of phenibut (from raw powders) and somehow I feel no euphoria anymore. Also a got a delivery of GBL (I planned to cook GHB).
So since two days I stopped taking phenibut, because it only made me cloudy, nothing more. I felt anhedonia, which is pretty shitty.
Now I took GBL 2ml, after an hour redosed 2ml and then three hours later took again 2ml.
Unfortunatley I feel no euphoria. I just feel like normal and a bit drugged, but not really in a positive way (not really any magic).
My questions:
Is there a cross tolerance of GBL/GHB and phenibut?
Can I withdraw from phenibut with GBL/GHB? I heard the withdrawal of GBL/GHB is much shorter?
Can I reset my GABA system with a combination of Picamilon, Kava Kava and fasoracetam?
How can I get into a magical mood for this weekend? I meet with a girl and I want to fuck her all weekend like before? ;-)
Regards,
logarithm
the last two to three months I was in Berlin (I had no apartment, but slept at friends and random peolples places), I took a lot of phenibut every day. I took approx. between 2 to 6 g every day.
When I partied, I took more phenibut and combined it mdma, alcohol, speed, meth, and g. Sometimes I stayed awake several days and sometimes I overdosed.
At the end of that wild period, (two weeks ago), I did a 10 days meditation course (vipassana) with 10 hours of meditation each day (100 hours total). I already did several of these courses, but now I used phenibut (max. 2 g per day) and picamilon. It was the best meditation course I had so far. It felt like I really could work on certain faculties(focus, gratitude, calmness, awareness of sensations, feeling of wellbeiong, ...) in a really effictive way. My thinking cleared and I felt really good and the phenibut got much stronger again.
But now after that course (I live normal now) got a new batch of phenibut (from raw powders) and somehow I feel no euphoria anymore. Also a got a delivery of GBL (I planned to cook GHB).
So since two days I stopped taking phenibut, because it only made me cloudy, nothing more. I felt anhedonia, which is pretty shitty.
Now I took GBL 2ml, after an hour redosed 2ml and then three hours later took again 2ml.
Unfortunatley I feel no euphoria. I just feel like normal and a bit drugged, but not really in a positive way (not really any magic).
My questions:
Is there a cross tolerance of GBL/GHB and phenibut?
Can I withdraw from phenibut with GBL/GHB? I heard the withdrawal of GBL/GHB is much shorter?
Can I reset my GABA system with a combination of Picamilon, Kava Kava and fasoracetam?
How can I get into a magical mood for this weekend? I meet with a girl and I want to fuck her all weekend like before? ;-)
Regards,
logarithm
