crossroads

[crazybitch73$]

Which road do I take? I have been a daily meth user for 3 years and I'm bipolar. I have felt so low that I constantly want to get high. I have stopped using for 3 weeks once, but then I get really depressed and go back to Tina. She is the only person I feel I have. Ice, shards, Crystal, Tina, meth, all the same to me. A friend, that is really an enemy trying to take you out. I've slammed, ate, smoke, snort, buddy bumped,and drank it. If there was a way to do it, I did it. I have decided to stop all use and I am so afraid that she is going to get in my way again. I Dont even get high anymore. I wanted to finish off the g that I had left, but I Dont even want it. I need advice and help, and prayers.

 

[neversickanymore]

crazybitch.. a warm welcome to you. Enjoy Blue Light and I hope you find the wisdom and strength to rid your self of the meth. May want to check out this thread.

> Meth/Amphetamines: Serious Discussion Only - V.2: MERGED with amps quitting thread <

PS. Awhile ago I made a promise to myself to not date any more crazy bitches... and i've been bored stiff ever since then