Why do I do this to myself, I promise I will never drink again (when I finish the hair of the dog beers that I bought), my head hurts etc...
Oh dear. what a night. I haven't been that drunk for the past half a year or so.
I shuffled down to the shop 15 mins ago, and this is my rescue pack:
1.75 litre bottle of orange juice
2 gatorades
two healthy sandwiches with lots of salad inside
4 beers (it helps where nothing else will)
And this is how I spent my night yesterday:
It was my work supervisor's fortieth birthday, and everyone got rather pissed, myself included. Lots of wine, sambuca, tequila and vodka. Never a good idea to mix. But lots of fun too. There was a bit of coke involved, as usual (that stuff is the Devil!)
An girl who I used to work with for a short while was there. About a year ago, I had flirted with her while quite coked up, and told her that if she was ever curious about women, she should just let me know. She told me she was straight.
But turns out she was a little curious, because she kissed me yesterday. And then we had sex in the toilets. Several times. It was fairly intense, and very hot.
Of course, since we were drunk, we weren't that discrete. 8( And the first place we had sex in was the pub across the road from work, where I go all the time and know the people there. In the end when they closed down, they came down to the toilets to try to get us out. Haha! Embarrassing!!! I did apologise to them though, and they were cool with it, I think they just thought it was funny.
Anyway...
We went to another club, then ended up going to afterparty with one of our regular customers. And somehow I ended up in his bedroom (poor guy) with one of our chefs and this same girl, having a threesome. Oh dear. I didn't really want to have sex with the guy, it just felt a bit wrong and he has a girlfriend, and I've slept with enough people from work anyway!!! So it was just him & her, and her & me. Ok, ok, so I had a little bit of sex with him, which feels weird. But just a bit, a minute or so. Which makes 3 guys at work that I have had sex with. Oh dear. Slag!!!! I have given up trying to maintain a good girl reputation quite a while ago. But hey, young and dumb, right? It's allowed, as long as it's as safe as possible.
I feel really bad for the guy whose room it was though. Even in my drunken state, I tried to stop it, but they were adamant,. and having a hot girl lick your pussy will convince you to do most things. I feel guilty tho. I hope I don't see him for a long long long time!!!!!
Anyway, I dragged myself out of there at 4 AM because I still had intentions of going to my Tai Chi and Qi-Gong class, which I'm really loving. Set the alarm, woke up and was still drunk, so hit the snooze button. Gutted
I'm having one of those awful hangover anxiety moments though. The kind that, even though you had a fun night and you'll appreciate the experience in the long run, you just feel a bit dirty and wrong and want to convert to being straight edge and doing lots of yoga and marrying and settling down and having babies and eating lots of raw vegetables and going to book clubs and having intellectual conversations minus the red wine.
Am I the only one who gets this? If I have a hangover, even though I had a really good night and lots of good experiences, I will focus on the negatives, replay all the tiny embarrassing moments in my brain until I want to kill myself! I guess this is why I try to avoid binge drinking... and I've been really good at that lately, although not quite as good at avoiding moderate daily drinking.
I'd love some GBL right now. But I have none since I quit. Bleh.
Oh dear. what a night. I haven't been that drunk for the past half a year or so.
I shuffled down to the shop 15 mins ago, and this is my rescue pack:
1.75 litre bottle of orange juice
2 gatorades
two healthy sandwiches with lots of salad inside
4 beers (it helps where nothing else will)
And this is how I spent my night yesterday:
It was my work supervisor's fortieth birthday, and everyone got rather pissed, myself included. Lots of wine, sambuca, tequila and vodka. Never a good idea to mix. But lots of fun too. There was a bit of coke involved, as usual (that stuff is the Devil!)
An girl who I used to work with for a short while was there. About a year ago, I had flirted with her while quite coked up, and told her that if she was ever curious about women, she should just let me know. She told me she was straight.
But turns out she was a little curious, because she kissed me yesterday. And then we had sex in the toilets. Several times. It was fairly intense, and very hot.
Of course, since we were drunk, we weren't that discrete. 8( And the first place we had sex in was the pub across the road from work, where I go all the time and know the people there. In the end when they closed down, they came down to the toilets to try to get us out. Haha! Embarrassing!!! I did apologise to them though, and they were cool with it, I think they just thought it was funny.
Anyway...
We went to another club, then ended up going to afterparty with one of our regular customers. And somehow I ended up in his bedroom (poor guy) with one of our chefs and this same girl, having a threesome. Oh dear. I didn't really want to have sex with the guy, it just felt a bit wrong and he has a girlfriend, and I've slept with enough people from work anyway!!! So it was just him & her, and her & me. Ok, ok, so I had a little bit of sex with him, which feels weird. But just a bit, a minute or so. Which makes 3 guys at work that I have had sex with. Oh dear. Slag!!!! I have given up trying to maintain a good girl reputation quite a while ago. But hey, young and dumb, right? It's allowed, as long as it's as safe as possible.
I feel really bad for the guy whose room it was though. Even in my drunken state, I tried to stop it, but they were adamant,. and having a hot girl lick your pussy will convince you to do most things. I feel guilty tho. I hope I don't see him for a long long long time!!!!!
Anyway, I dragged myself out of there at 4 AM because I still had intentions of going to my Tai Chi and Qi-Gong class, which I'm really loving. Set the alarm, woke up and was still drunk, so hit the snooze button. Gutted
I'm having one of those awful hangover anxiety moments though. The kind that, even though you had a fun night and you'll appreciate the experience in the long run, you just feel a bit dirty and wrong and want to convert to being straight edge and doing lots of yoga and marrying and settling down and having babies and eating lots of raw vegetables and going to book clubs and having intellectual conversations minus the red wine.
Am I the only one who gets this? If I have a hangover, even though I had a really good night and lots of good experiences, I will focus on the negatives, replay all the tiny embarrassing moments in my brain until I want to kill myself! I guess this is why I try to avoid binge drinking... and I've been really good at that lately, although not quite as good at avoiding moderate daily drinking.
I'd love some GBL right now. But I have none since I quit. Bleh.
