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Carinacrazychick

Carinacrazychick

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Ok, so I suck with introductions. My mind goes faster than the norm. My name is Carina, crazy chick. Yes, the black sheep which no brand of Jick, Ammonia or peroxide can get white...

Anyways into typing this and already feel fuck no, just be real and true.

Okay, so yes my most intimate fantasy is being the crazy scientist. I love research, love drugs, love exploring. Got drawers of prescribed drugs, it doesn't phase me I think mentally I like the danger and adventure of doing shit thats crazy and scary.

Upper girl, but bored shitless. Have read bluelight years ago when i taught the dealer to do his shit properly or get the fuck out. Anyways he listened, he is now loaded, and still checks up if I'm ok. I like to dare people challenge them, i like to be fearless and yes they hate me or love me because be fucking true or join the drama act of soaps . Upper girl, living and loving fantasy snow land.
Still has that yearning for more to life than just this.

So yeah exploring, excited maybe i must leave snow land for a while and go to other planets, travel a bit where I've never been

Love learning, love research. Love love love knowing whats for what when i walk into a chemist and pretending to be fucking stupid.

Anyways stay safe bluelighters. Xx
 
Hello Carina,
Welcome to Bluelight 💙
You seem intelligent and interested in obtaining
as much knowledge as you can re: your drug(s)
of choice. I suspect you may spend a good deal
of time here.
You will find plenty of research, as well as detailed chemistry info regarding nearly any drug that can
be enjoyed and/or abused here on Bluelight. Don’t be afraid to reach out if you have questions about anything.
Best of luck, Bella 🦢
 
What's good @Carinacrazychick.

You sound a lot like me in regards to black sheep, uppers b'cuz bored as FUCK, love crazy, love dangerous, etc.

You seem to hold it together pretty well for a self confessed "crazy" person. What's your secret? Do you wear a mask of sanity? ;)

Anyway i think you'll find a lot of like minds here.

And that's fucking hilarious that you like to play dumb then school them :ROFLMAO:

May i ask - how do you do with weed and alcohol? Wondering just how similar we are.

Welcome to Bluelight!

Peace.
 
madness00 said:
And that's fucking hilarious that you like to play dumb then school them :ROFLMAO:
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Yeah that's cool i did that to because amph.sulphate was and is shit loaded whit creatine, cafffeine, et cetera..
so a couple of young dealers in CRO never heard about adderral or dexedrine because there is no amphetamine salts on the state list of medication.
so they all call that speed.! SO I asked two of them....is this good speed? what's in it? they: yeah yaeh man that stuff is great! I asked them what is speed?
They: hmmm......what...speed is speed! I laugh and ask ok, I know it'sfilled with stuff but what speed is supposed to be? They didn't knew I went ballistic(acting)
So what a fuck are you selling for that price m.....f....? because I can get caffeine for nothing? Then I said them that at least 5% amphetamine should be in.
Or methamphetamine,! Thats reality here 20% guessing but good guess know what amphetamine is or methamhetamine! To last one I put out my test kit ordered from e-bay and show him the charts of color and left him that So when he get a supply can test it!

and welcome Crazy-Carina
 
ĐmantuNJofra said:
Yeah that's cool i did that to because amph.sulphate was and is shit loaded whit creatine, cafffeine, et cetera..
so a couple of young dealers in CRO never heard about adderral or dexedrine because there is no amphetamine salts on the state list of medication.
so they all call that speed.! SO I asked two of them....is this good speed? what's in it? they: yeah yaeh man that stuff is great! I asked them what is speed?
They: hmmm......what...speed is speed! I laugh and ask ok, I know it'sfilled with stuff but what speed is supposed to be? They didn't knew I went ballistic(acting)
So what a fuck are you selling for that price m.....f....? because I can get caffeine for nothing? Then I said them that at least 5% amphetamine should be in.
Or methamphetamine,! Thats reality here 20% guessing but good guess know what amphetamine is or methamhetamine! To last one I put out my test kit ordered from e-bay and show him the charts of color and left him that So when he get a supply can test it!

and welcome Crazy-Carina
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Laughing so hard!!!! Thats the way to go! Thank you
 
madness00 said:
What's good @Carinacrazychick.

You sound a lot like me in regards to black sheep, uppers b'cuz bored as FUCK, love crazy, love dangerous, etc.

You seem to hold it together pretty well for a self confessed "crazy" person. What's your secret? Do you wear a mask of sanity? ;)

Anyway i think you'll find a lot of like minds here.

And that's fucking hilarious that you like to play dumb then school them :ROFLMAO:

May i ask - how do you do with weed and alcohol? Wondering just how similar we are.

Welcome to Bluelight!

Peace.
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Hi, well no if you are true crazy, you can only act so long. So I have this internal checkbox to not allow anyone to put me into their expectational messed boxes, yes I make friends and they love me, but I usually go beyond the borders, testing beyond limits and yeah lots of people do not like to see the projection of their own internalized fears, they dont like to be challenged and dared to let go in their inner search for more to life than just this. Most people are too comfortable living in their comfort zones and hugging their comfort around them like a protective shield. So yes a lot of people dont like that and push me away, I'm used to it. Because something in me projects something in them to have guts and face themselves. And its ok, and I know I must just leave it but inside there is something driving me to wake them up to shake them and say look there is more to life than just what u know. So no, I'm not an actress and can only act so long before ultimate frustration of wake the fuck up take over.

Besides that I am an expert in playing dumb and stupid and pretend to know fuckol and one day to just say the truth the shocking truth from a to z.

I'm great with alcohol and xanax, great, but then I get real honest. Honestly the xannies and alcohol is the truth serum that usually gets me into trouble.

Weed well unfortunately me and mr grass never gelled. We just don't gel. I think because in the back of my mind I thought or had the thought if u wanna do drugs, then might as well do it proper. No offense to weed, it helps a lot of people, but we nah we just don't have relationship status. But respect to mr weed.

I rather coped with my boredom with uppers, prescription drugs and well research.

Thank you

Kindest regards
Miss c
 
dalpat077 said:
One of the more interesting introductions I've seen to date! Lol!

I hope that dealer is looking after you now! He should be!

Love the last part. I was addressing this very type of issue on another thread just the other day i.e. you have to do a fair bit of "acting" sometimes (this despite having a legit prescription) (and the amount of "acting" required seems to be in direct proportion to the scheduling status of said pharmaceutical doesn't it)! Lol!
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Awww thank you, this is wonderful, can just feel your energy.

Yes, he always checks up on me and can't believe his luck by being an illegal immigrant and being loaded now. He is a sweety pie and have loads of respect because everyone was scared of him and I decided no, I remember flicking packets of c on his chest and throwing it back to him saying this is shit this is shit ect ect. But yes it was tough love and loads of respect between us even if we are in another town now, he still checks up.

Yes the last part is a difficult one, but needs to be done hey, u have to to get your prescription, I found some pharmacist assistants in past even trying to steal some of my prescribed drugs, and that was a huge wake up call. Even if you have legal scripts you still have to act that extra mile...thats how fucked the system is. But we do what we have to do.

You be well and good and thank you, so nice hearing this.

Respect
Miss c
 
Carinacrazychick said:
Hi, well no if you are true crazy, you can only act so long. So I have this internal checkbox to not allow anyone to put me into their expectational messed boxes, yes I make friends and they love me, but I usually go beyond the borders, testing beyond limits and yeah lots of people do not like to see the projection of their own internalized fears, they dont like to be challenged and dared to let go in their inner search for more to life than just this. Most people are too comfortable living in their comfort zones and hugging their comfort around them like a protective shield. So yes a lot of people dont like that and push me away, I'm used to it. Because something in me projects something in them to have guts and face themselves. And its ok, and I know I must just leave it but inside there is something driving me to wake them up to shake them and say look there is more to life than just what u know. So no, I'm not an actress and can only act so long before ultimate frustration of wake the fuck up take over.
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Sis is that you?

Only testing with the mask of sanity question i relate to your post.

See you around.

PS - would suck if i couldn't cope with aloneness.
 
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madness00 said:
Sis is that you?

Only testing with the mask of sanity question i relate to your post.

See you around.

PS - would suck if i couldn't cope with aloneness.
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Mayday mayday incoming, this is me responding.

See you around.

Laughing my fucking head off yes

Ps...we don't suck, u are not alone...there is beings or aliens around u, look at sis. Im here.....lol

Stay safe
Miss c
 
dalpat077 said:
Morning.

That must be some good shit you're using there. And you're worried about crystals in your eyes? Lol!

Must be a meth. thing i.e. never had any interest in it so I wouldn't know.

I know I used to "see" DEA agents abseiling down the walls of my house and expecting the ATF to break my door down any minute with a battering ram and a no knock warrant in hand when I was paranoid on Crack! Lol! Oh... Those were the days... Lol!
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🤣🤣🤣🤣 Yes my biggest concern was that in my eyes.... was probably very good shit
 
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