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Craving IV and Fear of Addiction

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Yeah, I think I will probably make an appointment at school instead of with my hospital. My sister works there, so she finds everything out that actually gets put in my record. I don't need my whole family to find out that I'm a lonely addict. My husband has made some bad plans for us today, so I'm a little worried for myself. I know it is a bad idea, but can I say no? I did good though yesterday with just using 15mg of morphine (guestimate as I cut up) and 300mg of lyrica. The pain was miserable though. Today... Not so good... I guess I have to just start trying. If I can lower to that amount some days, it is better than nothing.
 
Have you considered plugging? I have an IV fixation too, although I never IV'ed. Yes you heard well.

The BA of plugging is, in case of opiates, much better than any other ROA (methadone excepted) bar IV'ing.

So yes, putting a 10ml syringe (without the needle of course) up your ass isn't the cleanest thing to do, but the reward is here.
 
Yeah, I do plug, especially since I have morphine. That is how it's done a lot. I work with animals, so I buy my syringes from work. IVing feels so much better though, it's so heavenly. To not feel pain is just so amazing.
 
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