badboybrian
Bluelight Crew
Have you ever pushed the limit so much that you just crash in the end?
I mean heavily crash. Like every little thing adds up, and keeps on adding up until one day, when you aren't expecting it, you crash.
Crash to the point where you have no idea on what you're going to do. You feel like life as you know it is gone and dead. This recently happened to me where I went a little too far and then "BOOM!" you've ran out of luck. It usually happens when you least expect it too.
Why is that? You're totally careful and you take every precaution and you assure that stop and look around and listen to your surroundings and it seems that everything is okay. But really everything isn't okay.
You lull yourself into a false sense of security and you feel so secure that you drop your guard and let the walls come down. Then once you let yourself go, you lose control. I lost control. I try and try to regain control but can't. I no longer have control. No one to run to, no one to help me. I've crashed and there is no one to blame but myself.
I mean heavily crash. Like every little thing adds up, and keeps on adding up until one day, when you aren't expecting it, you crash.
Crash to the point where you have no idea on what you're going to do. You feel like life as you know it is gone and dead. This recently happened to me where I went a little too far and then "BOOM!" you've ran out of luck. It usually happens when you least expect it too.
Why is that? You're totally careful and you take every precaution and you assure that stop and look around and listen to your surroundings and it seems that everything is okay. But really everything isn't okay.
You lull yourself into a false sense of security and you feel so secure that you drop your guard and let the walls come down. Then once you let yourself go, you lose control. I lost control. I try and try to regain control but can't. I no longer have control. No one to run to, no one to help me. I've crashed and there is no one to blame but myself.
