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Crap. I am in pain now.

stupidbastard

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Hello.

in the last 6 days, I have taken 6grams of amphetamine, 2 grams of coke, some morphine, codein and tramal. Yesterday I overdosed on amphetamine with horrible things in my brain for 4-5 hours, unreal buzzing/numbness everywhere, got paranoid and saw black things everywhere, and my body started to try to puke. I have not slept or eaten, but maybe drink a small glas each day in the binge, so no vomit came up. after some time, no idea when, I Got 3 hours of sleep!! Today, I feel much better, but after railing one line together with 2 Panacods one hour ago, because I had a scary headache, I am messed up right now. My head is sailing and I breathe in a weird way, my limbs are almost numb, it has some giant buzzing. Pain everywhere.
Should I be worried? I have not tried amphetamine before and only done cocaine a few times many years back. I take 2 Panacods once a week.
I know my head is messed right now, and I forget stuff. Please ask for more if it is.

I forgot to tell, my wife took me for a drive when I got numb, and I started to be insanely afraid of other cars, trees, pedestrians. When I found out she was taking me to the Hospital, I started to freak out. Almost broke the window with my hand and screaming uncontrollably "they won't get me alive!" She turned the car around. When we returned home, I was convinced there was people in the house looking to take me away to a bad place. I was "hiding" in plain view, like in front the fridge etc. and while I was "hiding" I was crying, angry, scared in some kind of a loop for some time.

Now, my eyes hurt by looking into the screen. I am dizzy and confused. I make weird roars once in a while. I still clench my teeths.
 
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This is of course a lot to handle for your body, brain, mind, etc... but tramadol is especially tricky when complicated by combinations with certain other drugs, or probably more importantly in this case: it's metabolism can get interfered with allowing it to act longer and/or stronger.

Overstimulation and residual effects of stimulants can easily explain being on edge even about simple and non-threatening things like trees. You need rest now, make sure you eat all you can take in (food, not drugs ;) ), lie down and sleep when you can. It's alright to rest for a long time, but regularly get out of bed and move around a bit to improve circulation. Shutting down is too much rest, keep energy flowing in and out but at a low level. Replenish with vitamins, fruit, good shit no sugar.
 
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