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Could really do with your help / advise please. In a bad place...

It has been a while, glad to see you back even though your situation has taken a bad turn. I'm so sorry this happened to you ants. Alcohol and opiate abuse wrecked my health and I'm working on getting my life back. Do you have family or anybody who can help you to get into a rehabilitation program? Or going to meetings is a first step. It's really hard trying to quit on your own. You are not a failure, you're addicted. Just know that you are not alone. Many of us have been there too. I'm going to move this to The Dark Side. Please keep us updated on how you're doing! Sending you hugs! <3
 
VitamaN said:
Alcohol might trigger massive cravings for better drugs. It might be best for you to put that one down too if you're gonna take a drug vacation. Keep your eye on the prize. Remind yourself that you will be high again someday and this is only a short term goal...you won't be without your chems forever...
and best of luck to you. The longest I went without getting high was 10 months. You can do this shit. Deleting drug dealers numbers is useless, if you want drugs you'll get drugs. Make sure your money is spent on food and like you said, clothes. Maybe have a loved one hold it for you.
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This. (Alcohol is the culprit, and perhaps going totally clean indefinitely minus 'entheogens' will be your only solution if one cannot stay entirely clean, such is the nature of chemical addictions in the history of the human race on this planet.)

End of story.
 
It's great that you came back - sorry you are having a rough time of it though. I can tell you the only times I have ever done coke was when I had already been drinking. I think you would be more successful if you stop drinking alcohol. Have you considered going to rehab? I know rehab sucks, but it's a great place to dry out and focus on your issues.
 
Cocaethylene is a hell of a drug.

I hope you get better soon, maybe these trials are just part of realizing what you need to.
 
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