I'm currently 27 years old. I started abusing prescribed Adderall when I was about 21 until the time I was about 25. I was taking it basically everyday, and in high doses. Many times I would stay up all night, and take up to 210mg over a two day period.
Flash forward, and I'm now dependent on benzos. Dr. Prescribed again, except I don't abuse them, I'm actually trying to get off. Down to 15mg of Valium a day.
Anyways, I run 3 miles 3-4 times a week, and my heart has always checked out fine when I went to the ER for panic attacks. I've had ekgs done, all turned out fine. I do have bradychardia, with a resting heartbeat or about 55bpm, though I think it's from being a runner. My blood pressure isn't high either.
I've had trouble swallowing, I don't know if my throat is fucked from smoking, though I've quit. Could be from GERD, or some have told me my panic, though I doubt it.
Anyways, even though my tests are all fine, and I can run 3 miles 3-4 times a week, could my heart be messed up?
Just scared, and feel like my body is fucked, especially now that I'm trying to get off benzos. I feel so hopeless. Thanks for any advice or input. The swallowing thing annoys me all day, and makes me feel like I can't breath.
Flash forward, and I'm now dependent on benzos. Dr. Prescribed again, except I don't abuse them, I'm actually trying to get off. Down to 15mg of Valium a day.
Anyways, I run 3 miles 3-4 times a week, and my heart has always checked out fine when I went to the ER for panic attacks. I've had ekgs done, all turned out fine. I do have bradychardia, with a resting heartbeat or about 55bpm, though I think it's from being a runner. My blood pressure isn't high either.
I've had trouble swallowing, I don't know if my throat is fucked from smoking, though I've quit. Could be from GERD, or some have told me my panic, though I doubt it.
Anyways, even though my tests are all fine, and I can run 3 miles 3-4 times a week, could my heart be messed up?
Just scared, and feel like my body is fucked, especially now that I'm trying to get off benzos. I feel so hopeless. Thanks for any advice or input. The swallowing thing annoys me all day, and makes me feel like I can't breath.
