cotton fever ?

[coffey2491]

soooooo about 4 hours ago so about 4 a.m. i woke up from heroin withdrawls like usual....heroin only keeps me from withdrawls for about 8 hours and then instantly i begin hiurting pretty much....so like any other day that i know im gonna be sick and i have suboxones for when i wake up becasue im huirting so bad my body wont let me sleep anymore....so this morning i woke up and shot a half of an 8 mg suboxone and like usual i tasted the suboxone and then right after i tasted the suboxone i began to be overcome over my whole body a feeling i have literally never felt before in my life....i have been shooting heroin and suboxones for about 7 months now and i have never ever felt this before so this is why i am posting on here it literally scared the shit out of me....the other thing is once my body was over come with this feeling it was just nothing i have ever felt before...instantly i jjumped out of my bed and i had the fan on and the breeze from the fan just felt so weird on my body...like idk all a sudden i just started slapping myself in the face and i ran into the bathroom and looked myself in the mirror and my pupils were literally the size of quarters...they were huge which is not normal for me when i shoot or sniff suboxones like heroin my pupils become pins...the feeling my body was feeling and the size of my pupils kinda was like as if i shot exstacy or something...after looking at myself in the mirror i ran back over to my bed laid down and pulled the covers over me and for about 20 minutes i was sweating profusely and actually scared out of my mind...and actually am still pretty scared to shot anything again...i feel perfectly fine now but am wondering if there is anyone out there that can help me out to what this might have been that i experienced like 4 hours ago...like i said i have been shooting for 7 -8 months and have always shot heroin and suboxones and subutex and this has never happend....let me say this now i dont care what you think if im a junky or a loser or i need help...i know this lol i am 21 years old and have been doing drugs and drinking since i was 11 years old i have been in over 13 rehabs and have been to jail 8 times have spent over 5 of the past 6 years ethier in jails or rehabs so please do not commoent on this and try to criticize me or judge me or tell me i need help...only reply if you can give me any idea what this episode i just had might be...please and thank you =)