Controversial topic: death penalty drugs and their effectiveness

[emkee_reinvented]

I stumbled across an old box, I figured it had previously had a toy in it that I got back in 2015, and I sure got my hopes up, opened the top of the box and saw the toy in there, but didn't see anything else. Hopes dashed once more. I was hoping it was what I'd been looking for for such a long time. One day I'm going to go right through everything in some vain hope to see if I possess the secret of eternal peace. Deep down I doubt I do, I'd remember looking feverishly back in 2020 after I flushed the pento that I had planned to use (if my hearing didn't come back because the doctor refused steroids for sudden deafness; low-frequency losses mostly and nasty tinnitus). I had no luck back then...what makes me think I'd have any better luck in future? I went through everything back then, two days of constant searching, nothing found.

Search with eyes closed, try to feel it.

I watch too much movies i admit. You probably find it when not looking for it.
Or when relocating. Any future plans ?

 

[Jeanpauldash]

Ugh, edit

On topic: death penalty is not ok

 

[Flynnal]

Any future plans ?

Dying peacefully and mercifully when my hearing deteriorates to a point where I can no longer enjoy music because hearing is too distorted (read: diplacusis, recruitment, dysacusis, everything sounds off-pitch, that sort of shit). Trust me you do not want to be dealing with this in your 40s, it's hard enough in your 60s or 70s or even 80s dealing with this. In my 40s...no chance, I'm out of here for good if that happens. Hearing aids do not work in this situation they just amplify the distortion and likely worsen any hyperacusis to the point of pain. The only thing that hearing aids might help is with tinnitus, but even then it's a crapshot, luck of the draw sort of thing.

Vinylbital would really really help, a nice big dose. Then, I would never have to worry about my rapidly deteriorating hearing ever again.

 

[emkee_reinvented]

You have Tinnitus @Flynnal , hearing loss, diplacusis, recruitment, dysacusis and everything sounds off-pitch.
No dr s can help, obvious. Or have you not found the right one ?

I had Tinnitus at 40 to the point my hearing was so effected.
Listening became too the point of, impossible.
The screetching high pitched tone was overpowering all other sounds.
And its 24/7.

Dr s ... very helpful, if your in perfect health.
Don t go to them with a problem, they mostly do nada or make it worse.
Dr s are for broken bones and the Measels.
Since they stopped with giving the placebo effect.
Like kindness, humanity, and a ment hand shake.
Most were so glad with Corona, finally an excuse to get on-personal.
Robots, can give hand shakes .

Disgraceful profession ime. But as my dr. evt became my servant,
and benzo restrictions were started.
I not wiling to pay for meds, said swap me to Pregabalin,
just approved for GAD. not restricted !

While at the height of my Tinnitus, probably high-bloodpressure by stress.
[self diagnosis/ logic thinking] Wonder why my doc never measured by BP.
Ass-less K'éek'eno' [pig in Yucatec Maya]

Took 75 mg, this stuff easy takes 2 hours to kick in so patience.
And it did, and my Tinnitus, was instant gone. A lucky side effect !
Never came back even after discontinuing Pregabalin.
75 mg is the lowest dose, my prescription was 2.

But 1 cured it, don t think this wil work for everyone, but have you taken Pregabalin ?
Benzos didn t do that, so its something specific to Pregabalin.