contagious tears.....

[RaveAngel]

Everyone I know seems to be sad these days. Even everyone I don't know seems to be sad. I guess maybe one person's heartbreak and misery sparks another's, and then the domino effect just takes us all out. I'm scared because I'm falling back into this hole, where I used to be a couple years ago. Last time it didn't take a whole lot of effort to get out...but this time, well, this time it doesn't look like it's gonna be so easy. I'm so much more grown up now...and I see things for what they really are. So much more pain, so much more hurt, so many more tears. I wanna run away...far away... but then I'm afraid that might not even help. All I want is to be content...to look around and appreciate the shining sun again. Why can't I do that? Why is everything so hard now? Why is life so rough here in my world? The worst part about all of it is that I can't answer any of these questions.... So where do I go from here?
*sigh*
Ski
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"Shine on you crazy diamond....."

 

[Starfucker]

Do you have people you can talk to? I know we all have friends but I think the ones who can take us seriously when we need to be and cheer us up when we want to be and just listen are maybe a little harder to find.
Therapy is also good. My friend just started going and they are putting her on some meds too (seriously, not like hey, let's get some prescription drugs). I always figured we all feel shitty every once in awhile but I guess some people really need to get their chemicals adjusted.

 

[supersonic]

Don't worry about it. Seriously. This is the part of your life when things go down. But as long as you realize that there is a point to it going down. That when you get back up again you'll be better off then you were before. I kinda get sick of people thinking its not ok to be sad, and trying to fix someone, or give them drugs so they can be "normal." Its ok to be that way as long as you don't give up on it all. Because it does get better the hands on the scale switch and the balance towards the good comes back. Hang in there appreciate the people who love you, and let yourself be sad. Acceptance of your surroundings is the key, and a lot of contentment is contentment within. cheese cheese cheese I know, but I'm serious
Jah love

 

[Carthin]

Hey. What supersonic said is totally true. Always remember the cardianl rule of life. Good will always prevail over Bad. Always, even if it takes a thousand years or a thousand seconds. Good will always come out on top. Allow yourself to be sad for a bit. You will start to realize things like what you have to make you happy and everything will once again become real, and you will learn to appreciate the value of your life. When that time comes, strive for excellence, and you will succeed further than you thought possible. Keep the faith. Love for you and good luck!
PLUR
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~EssEsEncE~
~Take a Hit~
~Pop a Cap~
~Live your Life~
~Snort it Back~
~pEacE~

 

[Shamen]

Where ever a weed in the garden of life is spotted, look around and see the roses, but don't concentrate on just those, see the beautiful trees, the shimmering pond, the singing birds and the light, the light that fuels us all, concentrate on that, concentrate on the sky. When you walk around today, and please try to get out (the suns light releases seritonian into our glum brains, seriously) do not even glance at the ground you are walking on, instead see the world, see the sky, the sun (but don't stare at it, it hurts my eyes, hehe) give everyone one of those great big happy "wow it looks like I'm rolling" smiles. Notice that they can smile back, notice that your happiness is in fact contagious, notice that your problems seem so painful in your own head, but nobody outside seems to see that. Realize there is a beautiful day to be had, and that there is a whole world out there to breath in. PLUR
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Everyday people are becoming more and more my enemies. The people are replaced with sounds of technology and the drugs that are spawned from them.-Shamen
[This message has been edited by Shamen (edited 08 February 2000).]

 

[tray]

Heyas,
U know I learned a little trick yrs ago.. and due to circustances surrounding some things in my life I lost that little trick..
The little trick I guess is to take all of the bad things/feeling/thoughts.. and when u can manage... close your eyes and picture all of those things as a flowing river.. or somthing like that..

dont dive into the river cause well its 2 much 4 anyone to handle..
go for a wade.. feel the currents of it all.. ride them...
go with them... but dont fall in...
you end up in a weird way.. enjoyin them..
you ride it out and once you feel comfy step out of the river and watch the feelin's travel on by then go further back.. and listen to them... then step away completely... *poof* tis all gone..
you are sorta feeling empty but grab holda someone give em a hug.. and it is kewl..
now Ive done this for yrs lost it and just recently got it back... 2/3 times I lost it... and I was screwed mentaly the other once I got thru it and I was kewl..
dunno if that helps any but it may shed lite on it all...
ahhh I really do hate this stuff sometimes..
People say you havent lived till you love completly... well when you do and that 2 way door of luv gets closed.. or half closed..
not good to say the least...
I say.. You havent felt nothing till you give someone your being.. and for what ever reason they push it aside or they give it back or they drop it...
well bediebies time
tway

 

[PixieLoca]

Plus...Just think of it! It is almost spring! I am always unhappy for much of the winter. It is hard to think about the good of the world, when everything is dead and dark, and soooooo cold. Soon we will all be swimming again, and sunning like lions in bright brilliance of the changing season. Things will grow and become green...so hold out a little longer...'cause it will be awesome, & will make u happy!
-)ixieLoca