iLoveYouWithaKnife
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Mar 30, 2002
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I walk down the stairs and step through the doorway, ...close the door behind me.
...won't even bother turning on the light.
Take my clothes off, start the water, take a quick glance in the mirror.
...1/2 crooked smile only works sometimes.
I sit down in the tub, pull my knees to my chest, let the water hit my head.
...can't tell if these water drops are pouring out of my eyes, or out of the showerhead.
Look up at the ceiling, run my hands through my hair, look down at the drain and stand up.
Don't need shampoo today, i washed my hair yesterday... a few more seconds to stare down, at the drain. Get the razor, get the soap ...clean my act up a little bit.
Shut off the water, pat myself dry, put on some new jammies. Where's my flip-flops? Did I leave them upstairs again? Oh well. Take another glance in the mirror, still see the same thing.
...only there's no 1/2 smile.
Walk down the hall, and back up the stairs.
Blare my stereo, find my ashtray and beer.
Curl up on my floor, stare at the carpet some more. This damn track is skipping again.
Find a new song, this time I'll sing along. I'll get up, find some clothes to wear, grab my make-up bag. This dude is sing the same tune as me. Sappy emo dork.
Drink more beer. 2 more hours and I'm completely surrounded by it, but on the opposite and for lousy tips.
Eyeliner, sparkles, grab the mascara, fix my hair. Maybe i'll wear cute little clips in it today. Nah, little braids will do. Let's sing a new song for once... nah, put this one on repeat, it really suits me today. turn it up a little.
Finish my beer, stack up the cans. grab my scarf, jacket, bag.... shit can't find my keys again. 3 minutes til work. Fuck it, they are all drunk there anyway, that makes all of us. Eh, they won't notice as long as their mugs aren't empty.
Get off work, stare at a screen. It's my turn to be on the opposite side. Nah, I'll grab two 6's, stagger home-
walk back up the stairs, at some point or another I'll fall asleep.
Wake up early, start the day slowly, grab a beer.
I will walk down the stairs and step through that doorway, ...close the door behind me.
...won't even bother turning on the light.
Maybe i'll use that new citrus shampoo today.
-repeat-
...won't even bother turning on the light.
Take my clothes off, start the water, take a quick glance in the mirror.
...1/2 crooked smile only works sometimes.
I sit down in the tub, pull my knees to my chest, let the water hit my head.
...can't tell if these water drops are pouring out of my eyes, or out of the showerhead.
Look up at the ceiling, run my hands through my hair, look down at the drain and stand up.
Don't need shampoo today, i washed my hair yesterday... a few more seconds to stare down, at the drain. Get the razor, get the soap ...clean my act up a little bit.
Shut off the water, pat myself dry, put on some new jammies. Where's my flip-flops? Did I leave them upstairs again? Oh well. Take another glance in the mirror, still see the same thing.
...only there's no 1/2 smile.
Walk down the hall, and back up the stairs.
Blare my stereo, find my ashtray and beer.
Curl up on my floor, stare at the carpet some more. This damn track is skipping again.
Find a new song, this time I'll sing along. I'll get up, find some clothes to wear, grab my make-up bag. This dude is sing the same tune as me. Sappy emo dork.
Drink more beer. 2 more hours and I'm completely surrounded by it, but on the opposite and for lousy tips.
Eyeliner, sparkles, grab the mascara, fix my hair. Maybe i'll wear cute little clips in it today. Nah, little braids will do. Let's sing a new song for once... nah, put this one on repeat, it really suits me today. turn it up a little.
Finish my beer, stack up the cans. grab my scarf, jacket, bag.... shit can't find my keys again. 3 minutes til work. Fuck it, they are all drunk there anyway, that makes all of us. Eh, they won't notice as long as their mugs aren't empty.
Get off work, stare at a screen. It's my turn to be on the opposite side. Nah, I'll grab two 6's, stagger home-
walk back up the stairs, at some point or another I'll fall asleep.
Wake up early, start the day slowly, grab a beer.
I will walk down the stairs and step through that doorway, ...close the door behind me.
...won't even bother turning on the light.
Maybe i'll use that new citrus shampoo today.
-repeat-
