I have developed a routine of sorts. Each day my friends come by. When they do I shanghai the first one with a vehicle to take me to "Bayon." Bayon is a small supermarket that caters to expats. I go for "7Up," which strangely has a totally different taste here. In the West it is pretty much tasteless. I have been stocking up on favourite foods like olives, Feta Cheese and so on. I have also been buying these strange green grapes that are crunchy all the way through and have a different shade of green inside. At $12.00 a kilo they are well worth it.
I have also been stocking up on Dihydrocodeinone and have been relying much more upon that rather than #4 so as to control my habit. Currently I am on 900 mg without Promethazine. The latter increases the metabolic conversion to morphone but also increases sedation all on its own and I do not want to lay in bed all day.
The girl I mentioned, is expecting me to go down there to Cebu this week. A second Filipina is expecting me to go to her in Bohol, an island not too far from Cebu. I have my Multi-Entry Special (Business) Visa but to my knowledge I cannot exercise it until the 30 day mark. I could just say fuck it now that Phnom Penh is no longer the city I love but I am still debating. In 2 hours or so I will get a piece of opium. I am interested as to what kind of quality is available. When the Lakeside still existed 5 grammes of opium cost the equivalent of 2 NYC glassines of heroin, since we arent supposed to discuss prices haha. However, that 5 gramme chunk was tourist garbage.
Im considering volunteering with a Harm Reduction outfit that operates in the city and to a lesser extent, perhaps teaching English at an orphanage. The alternative is to just vegetate with a monster habit developed through boredom.
I have also been stocking up on Dihydrocodeinone and have been relying much more upon that rather than #4 so as to control my habit. Currently I am on 900 mg without Promethazine. The latter increases the metabolic conversion to morphone but also increases sedation all on its own and I do not want to lay in bed all day.
The girl I mentioned, is expecting me to go down there to Cebu this week. A second Filipina is expecting me to go to her in Bohol, an island not too far from Cebu. I have my Multi-Entry Special (Business) Visa but to my knowledge I cannot exercise it until the 30 day mark. I could just say fuck it now that Phnom Penh is no longer the city I love but I am still debating. In 2 hours or so I will get a piece of opium. I am interested as to what kind of quality is available. When the Lakeside still existed 5 grammes of opium cost the equivalent of 2 NYC glassines of heroin, since we arent supposed to discuss prices haha. However, that 5 gramme chunk was tourist garbage.
Im considering volunteering with a Harm Reduction outfit that operates in the city and to a lesser extent, perhaps teaching English at an orphanage. The alternative is to just vegetate with a monster habit developed through boredom.