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Confusion..........fuck

Jay_Arel

Bluelighter
Joined
Aug 1, 2004
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Hazleton, PA, for now.
Just one day alone and I fell for you again.....
and now all the pain is back...
with only one question....
how could you lay there and tell me you love me...
knowing there was someone else....
after everything that was said....
and what we did together....
It was the best I've felt since we've split apart....
and now I feel it all over again....
the sickness in my stomach.....
I love you so much....
and I would take on the world for you....
Yet you failed to mention the other...
I don't know what to do or what to think...
All I know is I love you and would do anything in the world for you...
So what do I do now??
Keep pushing on hoping I'll win the battle?
Or do I step off and move on?
You were my best friend...
And my greatest love...
You know I want you back....
I've told you this already....
And I'd give anything for just that chance....
but why couldn't you tell me what the deal was?
Before that night all the old feelings came back....
Now they're here....and I don't know what to do....
You mean the world to me....
And I"m sorry I didn't show it before....
But please don't mislead me now....
you know what I want....
and you know how I feel....
I thought it was the same from the things you said....
If i'm wrong tell me now so I can let it go....
But please don't tell me I"m wrong....
I want this to work....
You're all I ever wanted...
and all I ever will.....
You're beautiful, and sweet,
And the best thing that ever happened to me....
Let me make this work....
And just be honest with me so I don't feel the pain again....
I lost you once....I won't do it again....
He doesn't know you how I do....
And there isn't anyone in the world
that will treat you the way I will.....
For the rest of time....
You're my angel and my love....
there's nothing else I can say....
You have my heart completely....
And my soul and my life....
It's yours....
Please take it.....I have nothing else to do with it....
I love you........I wish you knew.....
 
I think I've come to reason since my drunken stupor
I need my best friend back
And I'll take you anyway I can
I never should have questioned you
I already knew
But I was hoping I was wrong
I never should have expected anything
I just hoped

I've waited all day for that phone call
I was afraid it wasn't going to come
Obviously I wasn't thinking too bright
That you would be up before 2 on a Saturday

I'm trying so hard not to fuck this up
I need you in my life
The last couple months I haven't been whole
Not without you

You are my best friend.
And always will be.
The first thing I think about in the morning,
And the last thing I think about before I go to sleep.
 
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