A fog clouds over my head.
Stare at the pictures,
Thinking of what we had,
Wondering what could have been.
"If only I'd done things differently," you say.
If only I'd stayed by your side,
Not grown apart.
Gone so long,
I'd forgotten how good it felt
To stare into your eyes.
My first true love,
Simply just growing apart,
Never thought I'd still love you.
But I still want you in my heart,
It was yours in the first place.
But now things are different,
Haven't seen you in over a year.
Moved on with my life,
Fell in love...
"The one".
Or maybe not,
Now that you're back in my life.
Or is it a game you're trying to play,
To get me back...
No, couldn't be.
You were never the game-playing type.
So I sit here and wonder,
You're coming to visit in under a month.
Driving hundreds of miles
Just to see me.
What will I say?
How will I act?
What will happen?
But I don't know if I can leave what I already have.
It's too good.
Only been in love two times...real love.
And now they're both in my life,
One I'm with,
The other wanting me back...
So confused.
Too confused....
~Jamie
Stare at the pictures,
Thinking of what we had,
Wondering what could have been.
"If only I'd done things differently," you say.
If only I'd stayed by your side,
Not grown apart.
Gone so long,
I'd forgotten how good it felt
To stare into your eyes.
My first true love,
Simply just growing apart,
Never thought I'd still love you.
But I still want you in my heart,
It was yours in the first place.
But now things are different,
Haven't seen you in over a year.
Moved on with my life,
Fell in love...
"The one".
Or maybe not,
Now that you're back in my life.
Or is it a game you're trying to play,
To get me back...
No, couldn't be.
You were never the game-playing type.
So I sit here and wonder,
You're coming to visit in under a month.
Driving hundreds of miles
Just to see me.
What will I say?
How will I act?
What will happen?
But I don't know if I can leave what I already have.
It's too good.
Only been in love two times...real love.
And now they're both in my life,
One I'm with,
The other wanting me back...
So confused.
Too confused....
~Jamie
