Confused

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The slience I hear on the other side
So true and so sad
Why do i care
must i think or dream
of something i have fucked up
In my minds eye i see walls
Built to protect
Built to hide
Nothing i can do to shatter this emotion
where will you be in the future
where were you in the past
If I ask will you tell
If I ask will you care
No more lies
Yet no truth
in the dark i am to you
When the dust settles
Will i see the light
So uncertin
Secptic thought to the fear
Wish i didnt ponder on this