confused

[harraser]

that smug little grin
how Id like to hit you
smash you in the face
over and over
so you can never
ever
smile like that again
then I remind myself
you dont even know why I hate you
hell my reason is hardly fare
jealousy is mot a noble trait
but its not an easy one to remove either
Im so sick of feeling like this
feeling like the world is against me
working to make me miserable
when the only real problem is with me
wanting things that I cant have
but isnt that the point of life?
to want things we cant have
and to use the longing as motivation
to push the envelope
to evolve and achieve the imposible
so why does something
that comes so easy to everyone else
seem so impossible to me?
did I miss the part of evolution
where we learned about people?
cause they sure dont make sense to me
I sure dont make sense to me.