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Shanyqua
Guest
I watched him install the plugs in my place, for security reasons. He watched me babysit
my youngest babygurl, little did he know I had a bad problem a habit of keeping
everything a secret...I pulled out an envelope full of money and I paid him back what I
owed him. I got a phone call that night, it was the wrong person. Later on, I fell
asleep.. and woke up to him leaving. I asked why? he said check yur phone, it's got a
bunch of weird messages on it. He cried A LOT, he lost his mind, he went from feeling
pretty shitty to amazing bcuzzhe stopped everything he did in his past before all this
and was heading in a great direction and focus on his career of being ..... to a total
mess..


Time passes by.....thing get worst & worst & better & better & BETTER, but in the end
he found out my past and all the bad things Ive done while we spent such nice moments
together. Every other Friday I'd go out and fuck other people for money. I don't know how
to tell him that. I played the same game all the time... because deep down im really just a
whore. I'm afraid of him, I showed him how much im worth to the industry. My baby gurl
doesn't hear me or understand me anymore, I can barely see her. I drinkkkkkkkkkkkk all
the time and luv getting fucked up. I luv being me, a wildcard at times. I have no emotions. My bff4life Mackenzy
helps me get a few jobs.. she werkz at this angelic place in the city. I think he went to
the station once and it started a bill when there was trouble...a while ago with my old
guardian wanted to buy a new mustang with those weird doors and it's great.
We had an agreement while we we're together but I was too fucking high to notice
anything. He helped me out when I was in the worst position of my life all the time. And
I feel bad at times. I owe him money but I have some stuff stored away to pay first. I
used to say I paid it but now a broker is after me so I'm going to lose my stuff. I'm a
loser... I had bad dreams he was going to kill me... maybe because I lied so much?
I heard he was going to be near my place soon with his new gurlfriend. There's a cool bar
right near. I'm kind of jealous of her when I see them together...He told me somethings
I didn't want to hear. I always cum first. I'm sorry, for all the hurt I'm a liar and
..I'm broken. How do I pay him back bcuz it's just an aweful thought? Of what happened
not long ago. I sometimes wonder.
my youngest babygurl, little did he know I had a bad problem a habit of keeping
everything a secret...I pulled out an envelope full of money and I paid him back what I
owed him. I got a phone call that night, it was the wrong person. Later on, I fell
asleep.. and woke up to him leaving. I asked why? he said check yur phone, it's got a
bunch of weird messages on it. He cried A LOT, he lost his mind, he went from feeling
pretty shitty to amazing bcuzzhe stopped everything he did in his past before all this
and was heading in a great direction and focus on his career of being ..... to a total
mess..



Time passes by.....thing get worst & worst & better & better & BETTER, but in the end
he found out my past and all the bad things Ive done while we spent such nice moments
together. Every other Friday I'd go out and fuck other people for money. I don't know how
to tell him that. I played the same game all the time... because deep down im really just a
whore. I'm afraid of him, I showed him how much im worth to the industry. My baby gurl
doesn't hear me or understand me anymore, I can barely see her. I drinkkkkkkkkkkkk all
the time and luv getting fucked up. I luv being me, a wildcard at times. I have no emotions. My bff4life Mackenzy
helps me get a few jobs.. she werkz at this angelic place in the city. I think he went to
the station once and it started a bill when there was trouble...a while ago with my old
guardian wanted to buy a new mustang with those weird doors and it's great.
We had an agreement while we we're together but I was too fucking high to notice
anything. He helped me out when I was in the worst position of my life all the time. And
I feel bad at times. I owe him money but I have some stuff stored away to pay first. I
used to say I paid it but now a broker is after me so I'm going to lose my stuff. I'm a
loser... I had bad dreams he was going to kill me... maybe because I lied so much?
I heard he was going to be near my place soon with his new gurlfriend. There's a cool bar
right near. I'm kind of jealous of her when I see them together...He told me somethings
I didn't want to hear. I always cum first. I'm sorry, for all the hurt I'm a liar and
..I'm broken. How do I pay him back bcuz it's just an aweful thought? Of what happened
not long ago. I sometimes wonder.