I just thought I would ask everyone if any among you who use Speedballs/Snowballs regularly if they get a extremely large compulsion to clean/tidy up their home straight after a fix? It makes me wonder what other strange compulsions people get after using Crack in this way because it can seem to bring out some strange suppressed movements in me sometimes like cracking knuckles for instance (nothing too mental just suppressed).
I really think it gives me an OCD-like mindframe where I just want everything to be in order immediately. I've had quite a lot of experience with Amphetamines in the past and never had a tendency to go cleaning crazy, Snowballs are a different kettle of fish for me.
I just was wondering if anyone gets this way and may share their habits?
Random question having been asked, I'll point out that I am not glorifying opiates or crack, I've dug myself into a deep habit lately and I'm certainly full of regret! (Decided to get back on a Suboxone script and get clean).
PS, I am a newish member so Apologies to Mods if this is wrongly placed topic,
Peace =]
I really think it gives me an OCD-like mindframe where I just want everything to be in order immediately. I've had quite a lot of experience with Amphetamines in the past and never had a tendency to go cleaning crazy, Snowballs are a different kettle of fish for me.
I just was wondering if anyone gets this way and may share their habits?
Random question having been asked, I'll point out that I am not glorifying opiates or crack, I've dug myself into a deep habit lately and I'm certainly full of regret! (Decided to get back on a Suboxone script and get clean).
PS, I am a newish member so Apologies to Mods if this is wrongly placed topic,
Peace =]