Complicated.

[SteeleyJ]

I've been w a woman for 7 years now.....I've loved her,raised her kids, and been thru coke meth and heroin all iv. Heroin was the worst.

Now were off it and I'm working and doing better by the kids. I can see that she feels different about me. We fight over dumb things and if I argue back I hear about its my fault bout the dope and loosing a house and leaving her husband. Shit that hurts me and I'm sure its on purpose. Accused of cheating... Drugs behind her back.....not making enough. More hurtful because it means there is no trust.

I'm gearing up to take some prerequisite shit after work and she is dead against it. I'm 25 and haven't accomplished anything. I work at dead end factory, I don't make enough, any plan for saving I have gets shot down.

I just don't know. She lives with my parents as do I. But as soon as she gets taxes and moves I'm gunna stay and get my priorities together and save money.

I don't want to dump her, I just want a break to get my thoughts goals and dreams together.

Any suggestions. Tips... Anyone want to take in 1adult 4 kids. ;-). J/P.

 

[SteeleyJ]

A lot of times I can't disagree w her......or tell her what I think without worrying she'll go crazy on me. I know I can't live like this forever. I think I'll try talking to her first.

 

[pofacedhoe]

sounds like you need to sort your life out and do what suits you.

if she's crazy without drugs but you are not and have ambitions then you need to do what will give you a good future

 

[SteeleyJ]

Deep down I know that. I lobe her tho

 

[pofacedhoe]

yeah well its not doing you any good at present is it?