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Complicated: need to comedown from meth, but have a huge tolerance for most "downers"
Hello everyone, I would first like to say that I really appreciate this community and have learned so much from this site.
Well, to get down to it... I did 2 small lines of crystal methamphetamine today that I obtained from a source that always has very pure gear. I hardly ever use stimulants, the last time I did meth was well over a year ago. My connect gave me a free *snip* sack of some really clean shards.
I woke up at 8:30am this morning and snorted a little less than half of my *snip - sorry no prices* sack. I was feeling fine, only side effect was constantly having to poop and some gas pains. Later on in the day around 2 or 3pm, I almost finished off the rest of what I had left, which was not much at all to begin with... I started coming down around 6 or 7pm and flushed the rest of the meth so I wouldn't be tempted.
This is the tricky part... I abused opiates (heroin and oxycontin mostly) for about 3 years, then got on methadone in March of 2009. I just got clean finally 3 weeks and 4 days ago and DO NOT want to use any kind of opiate for fear of falling back into addiction.
Also, I have been prescribed four 2mg xanax and 10mg valium for everyday use since 2009. Benzos barely do anything now, I have taken 22mg of xanax and 10mg of valium tonight so far and I am still tweaking.
I tried drinking alcohol (I drink a lot too) and could not choke down more than 1 beer. I cannot eat either.
I smoked at least a gram of medicinal marijuana also. It is currently 10:41pm.
I really just want to comedown and sleep. I don't know what else to do. I don't have access to GHB or sleeping pills (except benadryl and unisom), but I have tons of supplements and herbs that may help but I haven't taken them since my stomach is completely empty.
I'm just lost now... any suggestions would be greatly appreciated. Thank you all very much, stay safe.
Hello everyone, I would first like to say that I really appreciate this community and have learned so much from this site.
Well, to get down to it... I did 2 small lines of crystal methamphetamine today that I obtained from a source that always has very pure gear. I hardly ever use stimulants, the last time I did meth was well over a year ago. My connect gave me a free *snip* sack of some really clean shards.
I woke up at 8:30am this morning and snorted a little less than half of my *snip - sorry no prices* sack. I was feeling fine, only side effect was constantly having to poop and some gas pains. Later on in the day around 2 or 3pm, I almost finished off the rest of what I had left, which was not much at all to begin with... I started coming down around 6 or 7pm and flushed the rest of the meth so I wouldn't be tempted.
This is the tricky part... I abused opiates (heroin and oxycontin mostly) for about 3 years, then got on methadone in March of 2009. I just got clean finally 3 weeks and 4 days ago and DO NOT want to use any kind of opiate for fear of falling back into addiction.
Also, I have been prescribed four 2mg xanax and 10mg valium for everyday use since 2009. Benzos barely do anything now, I have taken 22mg of xanax and 10mg of valium tonight so far and I am still tweaking.
I tried drinking alcohol (I drink a lot too) and could not choke down more than 1 beer. I cannot eat either.
I smoked at least a gram of medicinal marijuana also. It is currently 10:41pm.
I really just want to comedown and sleep. I don't know what else to do. I don't have access to GHB or sleeping pills (except benadryl and unisom), but I have tons of supplements and herbs that may help but I haven't taken them since my stomach is completely empty.
I'm just lost now... any suggestions would be greatly appreciated. Thank you all very much, stay safe.
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