Flyonthewall,
I have been reconsidering beating her with the fake temazepam. Karma would surely kick my ads for doing that. I recently went to a rave and bought four Molly capsules, two for me and two for her. She pleaded with me to get it for her and i did. However, i ended up eating them all. She is so excited to get then and i am so full of guilt its making me sick. Does anyone know how hard it is to hold onto good mama for someone while you are coming down?
Well today i just got a second script of thirty 30mg temazepams because my insurance changed April first and the new insurance was unaware of the script i just picked up and gobbled down a couple days ago. I also got 45 clonazepam (a decrease from the 60 i usually get, he didn't even tell me, i just found out when i looked at the bottle), i got my 60 30mg ir amphetamine salts, and 90 more 600mg gabapentin. So my new plan is to get two empty capsules and open them so or looks like they broke open in the mail and send it along with 20 of the speed and fifteen temaz. Surely she will be upset about the missing Molly but once she gets about 60mg or so of pharmaceutical grade amp in her, she probably will long have forgot the missing Molly. This benefits me as well, getting rid of all that sustains because it's not good for me to have that much around me for i tend to binge. She said she would send me seven subs for the Molly, but for the extra amph, 15 of my tems, and the Molly that got destroyed in transit

i should be receiving a nice amount of subs. Surely enough to taper off of
Only problem is i won't be getting them for five more days and all i have left is two mg. I was withdrawing pretty bad this morning but after talking 90mg of adderall, oddly enough, my withdrawal are gone. Had anyone else ever experienced opiate withdrawal relief from amp? I know it sounds strange, but i swear to you i feel better.
Any thoughts on why this may be?
One more thing, i want to thank toothpastedog, and the rest of you for getting me through Thursday painful time. Expect to hear more because i already get my self into jams
