Ok so I think I might have taken it abit far this time. I need some reassurance that i’m not just overthinking. I bought a bottle of 60 Xanax. I have vague memories of the past 4-5 days. People are telling me stuff i’ve done and i’ve had no memory of it. I went to my close friends house high on Xanax. And did I stupid amount of Ketamine, and then stubled home - nearly getting ran over in the process. I got home and realised they had taken the bottle from me, as they were worried. They told me there was six in the bottle. I chalked it up to me just losing a bunch, but today I kinda almost ‘popped’ into reality and realised what was going on. I don’t really know how to explain it. This morning I also woke up shaking and feeling way more anxious than usual and i’ve been having the worst mood swings of my life. I feel like somethings up. I’m having some headaches and I feel nauseous. I have no idea if i’ve taken it too far. Anyone have any advice?