my biological Mother and her twin sister were both schizophrenic. they started exhibiting symptoms in their teen years.
since you sort of implied that you are schizophrenic also by what you said, and since you seem so knowledgeable, i was hoping you could answer a couple of questions, i hope you don't mind because i'd really like to know. the only reason i ask is because i am of course, afraid of becoming schizophrenic also and the doctors seem to have no idea whether i will or will not become schizophrenic later in life, just that i'm not now. i'm 23 right now, and i have depression and anxiety which also run in my family, but fortunately for me my medication controls both very well.
the most important things i want to ask you are; first, how old were you when you were diagnosed? this is of concern to me because of obviously my own age and because you mentioned your teen years being healthy, i read that most people become schizophrenic in their teen years, do you know if that's actually true? i was also curious what were your first symptoms like, if you can remember did it start subtle or did you just one day wake up with the illness? also, you seem to be doing very well, would you say that you are?
and i have just one more question, just curious if you know the answer to this or not; my biological Mother and my Aunt were also on drugs for a number of years before and we assume while they were diagnosed. we believed that my biological Mother had been off of drugs for a number of years before she unfortunately passed away a few years ago, however she still had severe symptoms. she talked often about her hallucinations and delusions, believing all of them were real no matter how much we insisted they weren't. however, the nursing home she was in didn't provide to say at minimum the best care, i believe the medication she was on she had also, like Markomarkh, been on for a number of years. and as for my Aunt, she is still alive but is still hooked on drugs and while she was living with us we ended up being forced to tell her she had to move out or go back into a nursing home because our landlord was about to throw us out due to all the complaints from neighbors and all the times we had to call 911 because her symptoms were that severe (we didn't know she was on drugs or we wouldn't have had her move in). i have read that it is mostly hereditary but i'm hoping the drugs played some factor in them becoming schizophrenic, not just in worsening their symptoms.
i am SO sorry for this incredibly long reply and all the things i have asked you, this is just something i have worried about for awhile and i saw your post and had to ask. if you do want to answer but not publicly you can of course PM me!! i probably should have just PMed you, i just joined this website and i'm not sure how or if people even do things like this so please forgive me! any answers you have to my questions would be SO incredibly helpful and i wish you the absolute VERY best luck!!!