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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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Hi I’ve been lurking these forums and have decided to post because it seems so negative here and it makes me sad, I took 4 injections, my last one being 5 months ago. I decided to stop taking it because I realized I didn’t need to (they made it seem like it was mandatory for at least a little bit) and would just like to be on as few medications as possible.
I don’t feel much different as a person but I do not feel the effects of weed very much, but I never take t breaks so that is most likely the cause.
I wouldn’t say the invega injections changed me, I am upset that I took medicine I may not have needed but I’d rather take a medicine I might not have needed (which isn’t much different from going to the doctor for adhd for example and seeing which med works best) than to be in the state of mind I was before I was in the hospital.
Please do some research into post psychotic depression, both psychosis and depression can physically alter your brain. The way my therapist explained it is that during something as intense as psychosis there can be a scar tissue in your brain that will take some time for you to recover from. As someone who has struggled with depression before the shot as well you really do need to force yourself to do activity otherwise you will always feel bad which is just the harsh truth. I am lucky to be in the position I am in today as I do have support from family and friends, but I would be lying if I said I just waited around doing nothing hoping to get better.
 
I’am in agony and i’am under this torture for the last 15 months, i just need help, but no-one will help me, i don’t even have someone to talk with, i’am too in pain and suffering now, i want all this to end now 😔
 
I felt chills today. I was speaking with someone and i got some connective feelings, like ASMR chills. I think that’s a good sign.

The altered state of consciousness is still there but I’m trying to be positive.
 
A user from reddit replied to my thread and told me that “this is one of these things where you can’t came back from” and “there is no healing or recovery, the damage is permanent and the sympthoms will last” and “this
Is one of the things of life that you cannot heal or recover from”.
 
Are these sympthoms real or i just developed psychosis? Like i’am alright and i’am delusional and i make all this up? Because this is wha people keep telling to me, that i’am delusional, none of my sympthoms is real and i have delusions, is this real?

I become mental ill due to antipsychotics injections?
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
Why people always tell us we are delusional and none of our sympthoms is real?
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Because they never got injected with this poison. I believe the guy who told you about “no way back” on reddit.

Your not delusional, those who really been lobotomized by this poison understand you perfectly.
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
How much time ago was your last injections?
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Almost 12 months ago, but you and me got different doses and amounts. Still, in my opinion, even 1 shot of this poison gives you perm damage to the brain.

Turns you into a wierdo which the block talks about as “a mental ill guy lives there”.
 
Went on a mile run today, it took forever. I am extremely slow and I get out of breath extremely quickly. I’ve gained around 55 pounds since this injection(May). It’s terrible but I’ll continue running everyday until this injection totally dissipates from my body and I recover my full physical and more important yet but unrelated mental function.
 
I’m also getting into competitive eating hoping that these injections don’t stop me from being as successful as possibel
 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I’am in agony and i’am under this torture for the last 15 months, i just need help, but no-one will help me, i don’t even have someone to talk with, i’am too in pain and suffering now, i want all this to end now 😔
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my nose appeared there was no swelling this time cause i took sudafed not long before the visit i believe now i must call in the mornin

i remember being in hospital and my dad said / asked “i hope that girl didn’t put magic on you” so either someone put magic on me which i don’t really believe in but it’s heavy on islamic culture

clearly something isn’t right here
 
just image the overload of class A drug they’ve given at one time with these injection shots

you’ normally get 1mg but instead they dose you with 100mg or more at a time

1mg to get rid of nasal congestion takes week
let alone 100mg plus dosage

i think i could be like this for a few years
 
i’m struggling to believe we all opted for a injection..
they’re the worst
you can’t find people on reddit saying they’ve had injections
most of them only took oral tablets and seems they get better or the block isn’t so perm

must be the blood stream and all the things it’s blocked
 
I really think you guys should the supplements the other guy out. I'm talking about the list
 
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