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Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

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Think about that for a second: Put every person you know in our situation, how much They can endure? Some days? Some weeks? Then whey will suicide, but we are here (in my case) 14.5 months under the siege.. We don’t realize we are built different from everybody else..

 
RisperdalConsta50mg said:
I know a lots of people with strong personality and critical tought that are now basically so compilant and docil because the psych drugs they take, these drugs are designed to obliterate your charachter, personality, critical tought, awareness, decisions..
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This happened with me, I’ve always been strong willed but since my first invega shot it made me compliant. I needed a support person to help me get off it. It was with my compliance though that they revoked my CTO, but I still willingly got 2 more shots! I was docile and unable to communicate properly. I had six total injections, where I could have gotten away with having four.
 
lukeflowz said:
This happened with me, I’ve always been strong willed but since my first invega shot it made me compliant. I needed a support person to help me get off it. It was with my compliance though that they revoked my CTO, but I still willingly got 2 more shots! I was docile and unable to communicate properly. I had six total injections, where I could have gotten away with having four.
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I’m sure that My mother and his boyfriend enjoyed that over me, because in the past i was really a free spirit, indomable and always strong personality and Willed, then they saw me completely compilant and docil, and i’am sure they enjoyed that because they are sick.

Abusive relatives are the most dangerous because instead of defend and support they feel joy when you cannot defend yourself anymore and their abuse are free and more easy.
 
lukeflowz said:
This happened with me, I’ve always been strong willed but since my first invega shot it made me compliant. I needed a support person to help me get off it. It was with my compliance though that they revoked my CTO, but I still willingly got 2 more shots! I was docile and unable to communicate properly. I had six total injections, where I could have gotten away with having four.
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I know what you mean. It’s really sad. I wish i knew I’d get better from this.
 
Matthew01 said:
I want to go back to normal. Anybody visiting a doctor soon?
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You cannot, your receptors changed in expression, until someone belive you, and then understeand how antipsychotics affect the brain, and give you specific drugs in order to restore your baseline, you won’t “go back to normal” aka go back to your original receptors expression.
 
So.. If understeand it right, i won’t recover and i have to suicide or keep suffering for the rest of my life (assuming that i’am only 29yo i have ahead of me almost 50 years)..

So I have to suicide or just keep suffering until my “natural” end, right?
 
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