Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v11

[Deleted member 588904]

so any major updates in what helps the recovery process? I posted a bit about my stories with following that huge supplement stack + st johns wort... im sure some people here are still researching daily. id appreciate and links and such or interesting posts.

 

[Deleted member 592205]

so any major updates in what helps the recovery process? I posted a bit about my stories with following that huge supplement stack + st johns wort... im sure some people here are still researching daily. id appreciate and links and such or interesting posts.

I think microdoses of agonist May help, i’am working about that with my psichyatrist here at the psych ward

 

[IOSIP]

Hello, just jumping back in to say. Im 100 percent recovered. Truly i thought recovery was literally impossible. I've been to hell and back. This whole experience shook me to my very core. It felt like my soul had left my body last year. Truly fucking awful.

But im back. I'm myself again. I'm not sure what changed exactly. But a fire awoke inside of me again.

There is no if buts or maybes about my recovery. It's 100 percent.

I'd say it took a year to recover from 2 shots.

For a time there I truly was firmly of the belief recovery wouldn't happen.

Anyways hope everyone is OK. It's time. You need time. You need to forgive yourself.

Having people in your life that love you and standby you is important. If you dont have that then this forum is a great help.

Alright peace out yall.

 

[IOSIP]

Hello, just jumping back in to say. Im 100 percent recovered. Truly i thought recovery was literally impossible. I've been to hell and back. This whole experience shook me to my very core. It felt like my soul had left my body last year. Truly fucking awful.

But im back. I'm myself again. I'm not sure what changed exactly. But a fire awoke inside of me again.

There is no if buts or maybes about my recovery. It's 100 percent.

I'd say it took a year to recover from 2 shots.

For a time there I truly was firmly of the belief recovery wouldn't happen.

Anyways hope everyone is OK. It's time. You need time. You need to forgive yourself.

Having people in your life that love you and standby you is important. If you dont have that then this forum is a great help.

Alright peace out yall.

Further to this. In my darkest moments I tried killing myself on numerous occasions. I hung from a rope in my closet partially suspended, luckily I could never achieve death.

I considered driving my car into a tree, I considered jumping from heights. I considered popping pills.

Look luckily none of this happened.

Shout outs to

@rawbanana
@laurarab
@maryjaneforever
@tonytonychopper
@Invegatorture
@InvegaAnon
@methyphenylethyl
@paranoidandroid

Thete have been others. But there accounts escape my memory.

Yall helped along the way.

 

[anonymoususer777]

My energy levels are good in the morning but they crash by noon. I did not have this problem before invega, i could pull in 10 hour work days prior to invega, a 10 to 15 km run, and finish house chores after with lots of leftover strength and energy.

I want to know what the reason for this is. I suspect it has either got something to do with dopamine levels or low testosterone. I had my testosterone tested early morning where it was normal and in the afternoon where it dipped to abnormally low.

 

[Invegatorture]

Hello, just jumping back in to say. Im 100 percent recovered. Truly i thought recovery was literally impossible. I've been to hell and back. This whole experience shook me to my very core. It felt like my soul had left my body last year. Truly fucking awful.

But im back. I'm myself again. I'm not sure what changed exactly. But a fire awoke inside of me again.

There is no if buts or maybes about my recovery. It's 100 percent.

I'd say it took a year to recover from 2 shots.

For a time there I truly was firmly of the belief recovery wouldn't happen.

Anyways hope everyone is OK. It's time. You need time. You need to forgive yourself.

Having people in your life that love you and standby you is important. If you dont have that then this forum is a great help.

Alright peace out yall.

That's amazing to hear man! Happy for you, glad you made it to the other side.

 

[cloudflare]

struggling with verbal fluency a lot right now. my imagination and verbal vocabulary is still a big blank space. Is anyone experiencing similar things? I wonder when they will get better.

btw, I tried reincorporating carbs into my diet for the past 5 days and many symptoms like anhedonia came back. So if you can do keto safely, maybe it's worth a shot.

 

[twinpeaks123]

Further to this. In my darkest moments I tried killing myself on numerous occasions. I hung from a rope in my closet partially suspended, luckily I could never achieve death.

I considered driving my car into a tree, I considered jumping from heights. I considered popping pills.

Look luckily none of this happened.

Shout outs to

@rawbanana
@laurarab
@maryjaneforever
@tonytonychopper
@Invegatorture
@InvegaAnon
@methyphenylethyl
@paranoidandroid

Thete have been others. But there accounts escape my memory.

Yall helped along the way.

did it take you exactly 12 months to heal or was it 8-9 months?

 

[anonymoususer777]

Hello, just jumping back in to say. Im 100 percent recovered. Truly i thought recovery was literally impossible. I've been to hell and back. This whole experience shook me to my very core. It felt like my soul had left my body last year. Truly fucking awful.

But im back. I'm myself again. I'm not sure what changed exactly. But a fire awoke inside of me again.

There is no if buts or maybes about my recovery. It's 100 percent.

I'd say it took a year to recover from 2 shots.

For a time there I truly was firmly of the belief recovery wouldn't happen.

Anyways hope everyone is OK. It's time. You need time. You need to forgive yourself.

Having people in your life that love you and standby you is important. If you dont have that then this forum is a great help.

Alright peace out yall.

Thank you for coming back to share your recovery and congratulations.

Are your old hobbies back? Can you exercise okay now, stamina is better? Your old personality along with the quirks all back? Sex drive and sexual function like before?

 

[cloudflare]

anyways, great to see another success story.

 

[Matthew01]

I think microdoses of agonist May help, i’am working about that with my psichyatrist here at the psych ward

Hey,consta. Have you done the scan? Shouldn't they know how to fix you,i thought they knew the solution? You should tell them to give you vyvanse,it's helping people in this thread.

 

[Invegatorture]

Haha that’s wild, I’d probably do blow but where I’m from they cut it to the point that it’s hardly coke so it’s a hard pass for me. How’s the testosterone going for you?

Waking up in your own bed is really it after sleeping in the beds they have at psych wards, I missed my bed so much when I was there, I was even tempted to not come back from leave when I went home one afternoon cause I just wanted to sleep in my own bed but went back cause I didn’t want police looking for me lol. Every day you’re not in the psych ward is a good day pissed me off so bad how they didn’t have coffee in the psych ward, I’d be going down to the cafe as soon as they’d let me out to have a smoke and get a triple shot of coffee just so I could think properly

Did you need the coffee to think because of the antipsychotics? When I was in the psych ward I also drank a lot of coffee on my leave to make me feel more alive.

 

[Invegatorture]

struggling with verbal fluency a lot right now. my imagination and verbal vocabulary is still a big blank space. Is anyone experiencing similar things? I wonder when they will get better.

btw, I tried reincorporating carbs into my diet for the past 5 days and many symptoms like anhedonia came back. So if you can do keto safely, maybe it's worth a shot.

I have no verbal fluency, especially when talking to people I don't know. You are not alone. I experienced it with invega as well and it went away when I healed. Back to normal.

 

[Matthew01]

8 months have passed,still the same. Not even close,no healing since then. Brain feels absolutely horrible. Memory is bad, can't feel emotions and can't think. For the love of God, what is going on.

 

[Matthew01]

I think I need dopamine agonists, this is insane

 

[Matthew01]

8 months is when people start to feel healing, but I'm still the goddamn same. Sex drive is non existent.

 

[cloudflare]

I have no verbal fluency, especially when talking to people I don't know. You are not alone. I experienced it with invega as well and it went away when I healed. Back to normal.

thanks.

 

[Trueart2]

I’m gonna go watch it sometime soon too, how was it?

I fell asleep during Todo + MC vs Mahito recap. Wokeup to see Tengen(the very end). It’s a hour recap and 2 episodes about post Shibuya with Gojo sealed. And the recap is literally everything but way too fast, they crunch in like 17 episodes into 1 hour so everything goes by so quickly up until the new episodes

 

[Trueart2]

struggling with verbal fluency a lot right now. my imagination and verbal vocabulary is still a big blank space. Is anyone experiencing similar things? I wonder when they will get better.

btw, I tried reincorporating carbs into my diet for the past 5 days and many symptoms like anhedonia came back. So if you can do keto safely, maybe it's worth a shot.

I’ve lost a good portion of my language as well. Up until my 4th concussion no amount of TBI’s have hindered my ability to speak, up until this 5th one(which conveniently lines up with my invega shots).

I suffered quite a bit too but I still have a decent job despite the language issues but it’s all coming back slowly

 

[anonymoususer777]

Bullies, narcissists, psychopaths, trauma, loss of loved ones did not break my spirit, i still carried on in life like a warrior, but the mental health system and invega sustenna broke my spirit. My enemies cheated and played foul to get me into this situation.